supersonic
Bluelighter
A real real old one I wrote back in highschool. God its really sad sometimes looking back at my older stuff and realizing my newer stuff is crap!
Entropy's reason
Existing in this reality makes me nasuous sometimes.
Media, Politics, religion, philosophy, materialism.
All these ways of being, ways of thought.
All these ideas, words thrown at you.
And if we were only creatures of pure reason with no emotional fiber in our beings maybe it could be handled,
if we just programmed this garbage and stored it away in our memory banks.
Some people believe the point of life is to collect as much knowledge as we can, but I don't know anymore.
With each thing I learn and feel it just gets more complicated and like I said before if we were only pure reason maybe it would work.
But we aren't we let our emotions control, anger, sadness, lonliness, happiness, love, pretenciousness.
They take over this assessment of knowledge and confuse it.
But not one of us would trade our emotions for the "truth"
Because the truth is so much deeper in emotion than reason.
But being someone who believes in the ebb and flow maybe the truth is in the balance of reason and emotion
But as hard as I try it gets mixed up it hurts too much, it presses on insanity, if I just snapped I could exist as something,
but thats the easy way out and as lazy as the average automaton might think I am,
its the exact opposite reason that I constantly feel like I'm in an entropic cage.
It's easy to pick something to be and be it.
But its hard when your disillusioned with your choices and you don't want any of them.
Then you have to make yourself out of nothing,
you have to be your own god.
It's hard but when I get there I'll tell you if it was worth it.
Entropy's reason
Existing in this reality makes me nasuous sometimes.
Media, Politics, religion, philosophy, materialism.
All these ways of being, ways of thought.
All these ideas, words thrown at you.
And if we were only creatures of pure reason with no emotional fiber in our beings maybe it could be handled,
if we just programmed this garbage and stored it away in our memory banks.
Some people believe the point of life is to collect as much knowledge as we can, but I don't know anymore.
With each thing I learn and feel it just gets more complicated and like I said before if we were only pure reason maybe it would work.
But we aren't we let our emotions control, anger, sadness, lonliness, happiness, love, pretenciousness.
They take over this assessment of knowledge and confuse it.
But not one of us would trade our emotions for the "truth"
Because the truth is so much deeper in emotion than reason.
But being someone who believes in the ebb and flow maybe the truth is in the balance of reason and emotion
But as hard as I try it gets mixed up it hurts too much, it presses on insanity, if I just snapped I could exist as something,
but thats the easy way out and as lazy as the average automaton might think I am,
its the exact opposite reason that I constantly feel like I'm in an entropic cage.
It's easy to pick something to be and be it.
But its hard when your disillusioned with your choices and you don't want any of them.
Then you have to make yourself out of nothing,
you have to be your own god.
It's hard but when I get there I'll tell you if it was worth it.
