Hiya Peeps!,
How's it going with you all? I hope it's going good.
Yesterday I went to a meeting in my local area. I've been going to this meeting for the last few months n I think that those people are the loveliest, most caring n supportive I've ever known. I really do enjoy going. They have been so supportive of me n non-judgemental. They accept me even though I'm just a codeine addict n there are alsorts of addicts there: heroin addicts, benzo addicts, alcohol addicts n no one judges everyone. We're all going to a recovery cafe for a few hours, one of these days. An old friend was right about them being lovely people n not to judge.
I went to another group an hour before the meeting. This was with 'peer mentors' n I WONT be going there again. I thought a peer mentor was lije a friend: someone to talk to but looks like it's something different completely. This woman gave me a test that an 11 year old could do n I'm doing a masters for goodness sake. It was completely insulting. I could not say anything because I did not want to hurt others who may have struggled with that sort of test.
My key worker has phoned n is trying to get me an earlier appointment with the doc so i ask if i can increase my suboxone. Hopefully though n then I'll stop craving n feeling, empty n all this addictive behaviour like spending, drinking, tattoos, costume jewellery etc.
I really want to lose weight n as I am taking both citralopram n suboxone, I'm going to do some research (through my university's library as to whether citralopram or suboxone slows down metabolism. I know that my nutrition intake is contributing n my age but it seems lately that no matter how much exercise I am doing - and I really do push myself physically, I still seem to be gaining rather than losing n it's getting me down as my weight n being active are very important things to me.
To anyone who actually reads my garbage haha - Take Care n I hope that you have an ace weekend.
Evey
xxx
How's it going with you all? I hope it's going good.
Yesterday I went to a meeting in my local area. I've been going to this meeting for the last few months n I think that those people are the loveliest, most caring n supportive I've ever known. I really do enjoy going. They have been so supportive of me n non-judgemental. They accept me even though I'm just a codeine addict n there are alsorts of addicts there: heroin addicts, benzo addicts, alcohol addicts n no one judges everyone. We're all going to a recovery cafe for a few hours, one of these days. An old friend was right about them being lovely people n not to judge.
I went to another group an hour before the meeting. This was with 'peer mentors' n I WONT be going there again. I thought a peer mentor was lije a friend: someone to talk to but looks like it's something different completely. This woman gave me a test that an 11 year old could do n I'm doing a masters for goodness sake. It was completely insulting. I could not say anything because I did not want to hurt others who may have struggled with that sort of test.
My key worker has phoned n is trying to get me an earlier appointment with the doc so i ask if i can increase my suboxone. Hopefully though n then I'll stop craving n feeling, empty n all this addictive behaviour like spending, drinking, tattoos, costume jewellery etc.
I really want to lose weight n as I am taking both citralopram n suboxone, I'm going to do some research (through my university's library as to whether citralopram or suboxone slows down metabolism. I know that my nutrition intake is contributing n my age but it seems lately that no matter how much exercise I am doing - and I really do push myself physically, I still seem to be gaining rather than losing n it's getting me down as my weight n being active are very important things to me.
To anyone who actually reads my garbage haha - Take Care n I hope that you have an ace weekend.
Evey
xxx