I didn't think there existed anything worse than opiate withdrawal. Especially because I don't even like Xylazine.
But unlike opiate withdrawal that doesn't start until about 12 hours, Xylazine had me puking within probably 10. For 2 solid days I puked, even while taking copious amounts of odansetron. An anti nausea medicine used for chemotherapy wasn't strong enough to keep me from straight puking.
About the only thing I can say good about Xylazine withdrawal is that you can take fentanyl for it, and that helps (thankfully I could still get fentanyl without Xylazine). But by day 2 I was out of money and out of fentanyl and just had to power through. Thankfully I didn't have the bright idea to take more Xylazine - that shit is actual poison, and this is coming from a guy who's been narcan'd 6 times and had a stroke from taking fentanyl.
All I can say is, never again. I don't even shoot up, but I can feel 2 lesions on my sinuses from that crap. It just sucks, because the best, cheapest fentanyl I can get now has Xylazine in it. But nothing is worth that. My chest literally hurts from puking, I've had maybe 1000 calories in 3 days, mostly as popsicles i puked up. I didn't sleep for 2 days, and when I finally did, I had horrible nightmares. The only good thing I can say is that today I felt good enough to find money, find fentanyl, and now I'm actually keeping down food. So, if you think you are actually going to die from Xylazine withdrawal, you probably won't - it actually doesn't last as long as opiate withdrawal. The other benefit is that, since I don't even like Xylazine, there was no "craving" to do more. If anything, there was the opposite - a desire to never touch that crap again!
Someone with some chemistry skill should figure out a way to separate it out of fentanyl. It seems like it would be pretty simple - just find a solvent that fentanyl dissolves in and Xylazine doesn't, or vice versa. If I had some extra cash I'd be tempted to buy a brick and just try to run through common solvents. Acetone, toluene, ethanol, water, ECT. There has to be a way to separate this crap out. Yeah, it'd be a pita, since you'd have to dump out 50 bags, and maybe even recut the fetty, but if you are on a budget - even getting out 80-90% would be better than nothing. I just don't get who thinks adding this crap makes fentanyl "better". 1) fentanyl is already awesome and 2) Xylazine is a totally different high. The fact that no one is dealing straight Xylazine seems like proof that no one would do this crap if it wasn't mixed with fentanyl. And that's not saying much, I'd probably snort battery acid if it was mixed with enough fentanyl
but even adding fentanyl isn't enough to make me do more Xylazine.
I'm just glad Ohio's supply isn't polluted with this crap. There has to be a market for non-tranq fetty. It's just nuts because I remember when the news was saying that fentanyl was just "adulterated heroin", but I was actively trying to buy straight fetty (especially because I was on probation and fetty wasn't on the dipstick test). But now they really have just screwed up the drug supply. I've never felt bad about selling drugs, but I don't even want to deal this crap. Sad part is, if I had been doing the "high tolerance" bags I liked, i probably wouldn't have withdrew half as bad. I got these stupid "Maybachs", and you had to do like twice as many to really feel the fetty. It's a wonder I'm not dead or jail for falling asleep while driving. Ah, prohibition - it's working great. Good thing those deadly oxycodones are impossible in find. But I got 6 people I can buy fentanyl from, and half of it has horse tranquilizer. The government needs to let me kill myself in peace, because at least I won't do it by driving a 2000 pound SUV into innocent people.
But unlike opiate withdrawal that doesn't start until about 12 hours, Xylazine had me puking within probably 10. For 2 solid days I puked, even while taking copious amounts of odansetron. An anti nausea medicine used for chemotherapy wasn't strong enough to keep me from straight puking.
About the only thing I can say good about Xylazine withdrawal is that you can take fentanyl for it, and that helps (thankfully I could still get fentanyl without Xylazine). But by day 2 I was out of money and out of fentanyl and just had to power through. Thankfully I didn't have the bright idea to take more Xylazine - that shit is actual poison, and this is coming from a guy who's been narcan'd 6 times and had a stroke from taking fentanyl.
All I can say is, never again. I don't even shoot up, but I can feel 2 lesions on my sinuses from that crap. It just sucks, because the best, cheapest fentanyl I can get now has Xylazine in it. But nothing is worth that. My chest literally hurts from puking, I've had maybe 1000 calories in 3 days, mostly as popsicles i puked up. I didn't sleep for 2 days, and when I finally did, I had horrible nightmares. The only good thing I can say is that today I felt good enough to find money, find fentanyl, and now I'm actually keeping down food. So, if you think you are actually going to die from Xylazine withdrawal, you probably won't - it actually doesn't last as long as opiate withdrawal. The other benefit is that, since I don't even like Xylazine, there was no "craving" to do more. If anything, there was the opposite - a desire to never touch that crap again!
Someone with some chemistry skill should figure out a way to separate it out of fentanyl. It seems like it would be pretty simple - just find a solvent that fentanyl dissolves in and Xylazine doesn't, or vice versa. If I had some extra cash I'd be tempted to buy a brick and just try to run through common solvents. Acetone, toluene, ethanol, water, ECT. There has to be a way to separate this crap out. Yeah, it'd be a pita, since you'd have to dump out 50 bags, and maybe even recut the fetty, but if you are on a budget - even getting out 80-90% would be better than nothing. I just don't get who thinks adding this crap makes fentanyl "better". 1) fentanyl is already awesome and 2) Xylazine is a totally different high. The fact that no one is dealing straight Xylazine seems like proof that no one would do this crap if it wasn't mixed with fentanyl. And that's not saying much, I'd probably snort battery acid if it was mixed with enough fentanyl

I'm just glad Ohio's supply isn't polluted with this crap. There has to be a market for non-tranq fetty. It's just nuts because I remember when the news was saying that fentanyl was just "adulterated heroin", but I was actively trying to buy straight fetty (especially because I was on probation and fetty wasn't on the dipstick test). But now they really have just screwed up the drug supply. I've never felt bad about selling drugs, but I don't even want to deal this crap. Sad part is, if I had been doing the "high tolerance" bags I liked, i probably wouldn't have withdrew half as bad. I got these stupid "Maybachs", and you had to do like twice as many to really feel the fetty. It's a wonder I'm not dead or jail for falling asleep while driving. Ah, prohibition - it's working great. Good thing those deadly oxycodones are impossible in find. But I got 6 people I can buy fentanyl from, and half of it has horse tranquilizer. The government needs to let me kill myself in peace, because at least I won't do it by driving a 2000 pound SUV into innocent people.