Xenon Blue
I'm sitting on the edge
The ground is crumbling beneath me.
Is there some way I can help them,
Who will teach me?
I'm loosing my grip,
Life's slipping through my hands.
The darkness in my mind,
They could never understand.
No tears will flow,
No hope can shine.
Most of it is guilt,
The guilt is all mine.
Tomorrow is dark,
I wish it weren't there.
She is the only light,
I sense beauty in the smell of her hair.
She is not mine,
She can not see.
The beauty thats inside her,
And how she affects me.
Although her soul's in darkness
She gave beauty a name
If only I could help her
Why must she suffer all this pain.
I live for her,
I stay alive for tonight.
She is special,
She is the light.
I fight for her to be happy,
But there is nothing I can do.
If there someone more deserving,
Please tell me who?
I want out of this maddness,
I want out tonight.
I'm sick of all these backsteps,
There's no more energy left to fight.
A dream in times gone by,
Is now destroyed by a haunting nightmare.
If I escape tonight,
Would my freedom be so unfair?
Would the scars I cause be deeper,
Then burdens on my mind.
The answer to these questions,
There's only one way to find.
The idea passes through my mind once more,
I close my terror filled eyes again.
Take a big risk that it all goes to plan,
Pray that this time the nightmare will end.
.....Colin.....
I'm sitting on the edge
The ground is crumbling beneath me.
Is there some way I can help them,
Who will teach me?
I'm loosing my grip,
Life's slipping through my hands.
The darkness in my mind,
They could never understand.
No tears will flow,
No hope can shine.
Most of it is guilt,
The guilt is all mine.
Tomorrow is dark,
I wish it weren't there.
She is the only light,
I sense beauty in the smell of her hair.
She is not mine,
She can not see.
The beauty thats inside her,
And how she affects me.
Although her soul's in darkness
She gave beauty a name
If only I could help her
Why must she suffer all this pain.
I live for her,
I stay alive for tonight.
She is special,
She is the light.
I fight for her to be happy,
But there is nothing I can do.
If there someone more deserving,
Please tell me who?
I want out of this maddness,
I want out tonight.
I'm sick of all these backsteps,
There's no more energy left to fight.
A dream in times gone by,
Is now destroyed by a haunting nightmare.
If I escape tonight,
Would my freedom be so unfair?
Would the scars I cause be deeper,
Then burdens on my mind.
The answer to these questions,
There's only one way to find.
The idea passes through my mind once more,
I close my terror filled eyes again.
Take a big risk that it all goes to plan,
Pray that this time the nightmare will end.
.....Colin.....
