~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Yeah.. While I don't take Xanax much anymore, I am prescribed to both Adderall and klonopin and take both of them on a daily basis.. I also take subutex as well with those... But I too, like the feeling of taking the Adderall once the klonopin has kicked in.. I usually wake up. Drink my morning coffee, and down a 1mg-2mg dose of klonopin, then slam 2mg of 'tex, then rail 20mg of Adderall.. In that order.. I have tried many, many times to get Adderall working properly oral how its supposed to be taken, but it just doesn't work that well for me oral.. only intranasal can I achieve the maximum effect of my 20mg of Adderall I am scripted daily, I take the IRs too btw. The subutex, is just icing on the cake, as an ex-opiate user, it keeps me well and makes me happy all day! I love the combination of Adderall and klonopin, and in my case subs too... wonderful feeling!
I wake up every morning, just so excited to take my meds hahaha... I get that same feeling I used to get on xmas morning as a kid lol. It just feels, that good! IME at least...
However, whenever I make a change and take the Adderall first, then the klonopin... I do not like the way I feel all day.. it fucks up the entire synergy of the 2 drugs.. or in my case 3 drugs, if I mess with my normal order I take them in. Its kind of weird how just something as simple as taking meds in a different order than your used to taking them, can make them feel so much different, never really thought about it before... but its true.
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Kinda surprised your doc gives you subutex and klonopin. If you take it right you're ok but if you overdo either or both of those you can go to sleep, your brain in a very basic sense, forgets how to allow you to breathe while sleeping and you don't wake up. Numerous cases of subutex/suboxone coupled with benzos & people ceasing to breathe while asleep have been reported. The VA will NOT prescribe benzos with suboxone or subutex. They give me aderal and hydroxyzine, gabapentin, bupropion and blood pressure and cholesterol meds. Works ok but my anxiety is still an issue. Not as bad but still a problem. Good luck to you
Drink my morning coffee, and down a 1mg-2mg dose of klonopin, then slam 2mg of 'tex, then rail 20mg of Adderall.. In that order
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Normally my doc, doesn't, and if she does for anyone, no more than 1mg or so a day! But, I went in there on my first visit, already dependent/taking daily, over 5mgs of kpin a day! so she felt compelled to give me my normal dose of kpin and sub, I had been taking already for 2 years prior to coming it there from my previous sub doc... so she, dropped me to 3-4mg day(3mgs a day with a few extras.) and kept me there..
What really surprised me was the Adderall, along with those 2!!! I was like, no fucking way!!! when she just up and scripted me Adderall IRs, as soon as I showed her my ADHD evaluation confirming I indeed had ADHD.. No vyvanse, no XR anti-abuse stimulant meds.. Just told me I will put you on Adderall IR 10s, and see how you do... well that didn't work, so I tried 20... and that was my golden Adderall dose, for the most part! I feel perfect taking those 3 drugs, and have been on them for over 5 years, Adderall only for ~1yr or so.. more or less? So I see your point on mixing the sub and benzo, but I think its a relatively safe mix for most people... or for those who aren't on stupidly high doses of both.. I take 8mg of sub, in 2mg increments throughout the day..1mg of klonopin 3x a day, one in the AM, one in the afternoon, and one at night (usually!). and one 20mg Adderall IR every morning..
So its possible for people to OD from that combo, but its not like taking a full agonist with benzos everyday! that is real bad... subutex with benzos, could prove to be bad for someone who is opioid/opiate naïve and took the 2 together... but, only because I have been on them both so long, my doc didn't want to just up and take me off them.. ya know?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Seriously^ IF at all possible, Wideangle, I would search for another doc whom, would prescribe you all 3.. benzos, subs, and Adderall.. they do exist, I am an example of one of many people whos doctors, do not at all mind prescribing benzos with bupe... and Adderall.. I'm not exactly sure how the VA works, and am not trying to sound rude, just saying, if you can go to another doc... look up sub doctors in your area using google.. see what their ratings are on there, or any search engine.. usually people have reviews on doctors if they are really good/bad, 1 to 5 stars.. my doctor has 5 stars, and that is why when I had to switch docs a while back I checked them out on google, and they had nothing but good ratings... so I went there, and wasn't disappointed! I love my current sub doctor, she is awesome!
So yeah, there are doctors willing to script you the meds you need... if you have no adverse reactions to benzos, bupe, and Adderall, they will feel much more inclined to script you those meds.. the only problem being you don't have a benzo script on hand now, to prove you have been legally taking all 3 and are fine doing so, with no side effects.. Its rather expensive for me to see my doc, and pay for my meds, out of pocket.. due to losing my health insurance, when I was on the family plan originally getting on bupe and kpin, then my parents retired and along with that went my insurance... I now have no insurance and its like ~$400 a month to see my doc, get my meds, and get my med refills. That really sucks. But its well worth it to me and it could suck a whole lot worse being still, stuck on dope and coke(which I used to be very addicted to!), and taking benzos off the street daily, a very deadly combo, which almost killed me once.
Hope you can figure out another way, to get a doc who will actually give you what you need... I'm going to agree with keif' in how I don't see how an anti-histamine like hydroxyzine could possibly help anyone with anxiety issues! that aint right, and you should get the meds you need, not have to take some shitty substitute for a benzo.. I mean hydroxyzine is good for other things like sleep for one... but anxiey, no! doesn't work... not for me at least.. and neither do SSRIs which I also tried before being put on benzos, they didn't help with my anxiety at all! that's another thing a lot of sub docs will write instead of benzos, is anti-depressant SSRIs... some people, they do work for! I however, have like 10/10 anxiey on a 1 to 10 scale, its extremely bad anxiety, that lasts all day long if left untreated or treated by using the wrong meds..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I don't want to sound like I know everything, but I think it's cruel prescribing antihistamines to folks with severe anxiety. When they end up not working, or doing anything at all, it can make patients feel even more fucked up, broken and anxious then before they tried the medication.