xHippiexchildx
Bluelighter
Before you freak out and say anything harsh about how stupid I am for combining such drugs, I have this superhuman ability to consume stuff like this all the time with no ill effects. For some reason, I'm meant to be alive right now, here, at this very moment to tell my tale of what my dreams consisted of last night. It's obvious God wants me alive for some reason unknown to me. I'll list the dosages below in the next paragraph.
2mg Xanax, 20mg Ambien, 2 Glasses of red wine, 1 joint, 5mg melatonin, 50mg Vistaril, and 20mg Baclofen.
Going to bed started really early for me yesterday. I had just stayed the night at a friend's house and didn't even attempt to go to sleep because I was on some oxycotin and didn't want to sleep the high off. Yea, I relapsed, who gives a fuck? I'm a junkie, that's all I'll ever be. Anyways, I got home around 4pm that day. I hadn't taken anything since 7am. I wanted some much needed sleep. I took a 2mg xanax cause that normally helps me get drowsy. I am not prescribed xanax, so I have to get them elsewhere. About an hour later they were not working. I had a couple of glasses of wine and smoked a joint. Now that normally does the trick. I was feeling pretty good about that time. I went and laid down. Then a thought popped into my head.. "I bet I could have some amazing dreams if I took the rest of my medications" So I got up, was only going to take 1 ambein, but I took 2 just to be sure it'd work. Then I took the melatonin, Vistaril, and baclofen. 15 minutes later I don't remember anything! It hit me so hard so fast I didn't even know it. Like, if I was to fall 100 stories from a building and die on impact, that is how fast the sleep hit me. The only way I didn't know I was dead was I started dreaming. Now we are about to get to the fun part.
I had about 10 dreams throughout that night. I only remember two in vivid detail.
The first one I remember started off with me in some school in some teacher's class. We were about to have a fighting tournament, kind of like dragon ball z. xD Everyone I seen had a different power. One person had super speed and some weird contraction he would shock people with. One person had stars that shot out of their hands that when they attached to you, they blew up! I mean this is some crazy shit i'm dreaming here. I then come to realization that I must have some sort of power as this. I just got to figure out how to use it. Well that wasn't hard. I used my imagination. I ended up having electricity shoot through one hand and fire out of the other. Now it was time for battle. I beat most of who I came at against. I was bit too fast for most of them. When they would come at me, I'd dodge out the way really quick like and hit him with my powers full blast. That normally finished the fight pretty quickly. I felt like I was on top of the world. I could feel the electricity shoot through my hand. It was a very very tough vibrating feeling when I shot them out. As for the fire, and I shit you not, I could fire the heat coming from my hands when I used it. I had defeated all of my opponents with ease. Now it was time for the ultimate showdown. This next guy was HUGE. I can't stress that enough. He had some big club. And when he beat the ground with it, an earthquake would happen. So as you can imagine, I had to stay in the air for most of the fight. I wasn't doing that good. He was FAST with that big ass club. I'd always try to get him with the fire, but before I could he'd already be about to slam that fucking thing down on my head. I finally figured out a had an extra super power. He goes to hit at me again and I clap my hands together as hard as I can. This produces an enormous shockwave that knocks him flying for the ground and knocks the club out of his hand. I get on top of him and say, "Stay down, or I will do it again and kill you." He stays down of course, and I walk away feeling as if I've achieved the nobel peace prize... this is where the next dream comes into play.
I woke up in some abandoned mall. There were other people, but I didn't know any of them. Next thing I know fucking creatures that I cannot describe in detail start to come after us. "Go into the store", I yell and motion for the empty store right across from us. It's now my mission to protect these people. I bet you are wondering what kind of weapon I was using? I wish I could say a gun, or a sword, or something like that but no.. attached to my right index finger was this weird looking whip. And at my command it would tear some ass up. At this point the creatures are getting closer, I'm starting to feel like i'm in that game nazi zombies. I shouldn't have ever had that thought come into my mind.. big mistake. I whip the hell out of the damn freaky looking things. And I mean they are fucking SMART. They are trying each and every way to get into the store, but i'm having to stop them from getting in. I don't want to disappoint those who are counting on me. When I killed the last of them, I start to board up the windows and all just like in the fucking call of duty game. One girl, who I didn't know, just runs out of the store crying because she is scared. Baddddd idea! The next spawn of enemies start coming.. and OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are the sickest and most evil looking clowns I have ever seen in my life. This made my heart skip a beat. Each and every clown looked different from one another, and they all did different thing. Now at this point, i'm deciding on staying to fight and save this girl, or try and wake myself up before I have a heart attack. I choose to stay and fight. My whip is pretty useless against these guys for one reason.. I try to whip these clowns that are in this little mini go kart. It gets stuck on apart of their kart and they drive off at high speed trying to break it while it's attached to my finger. They get pretty far too, until I let the whip go completely from my finger. It completely and utterly destroys them. But now i'm without a weapon. I feel as if I'm fucked at this point. "Quickly", I ask the remaining others in the store, "does anyone have a weapon?" A man throws me a magic marker and winks at me? "Oh shit." I thought. "We are screwed." At first I thought I could make a lightsaber out of it, but that failed. They are getting closer, and there is this big fatass clown about to be right on top of me and the girl. So, with totally nowhere left to turn, I quickly run up to the fat clown and dash the marker tip against him. He immediately starts attacking his fellow comrades. "Holy shit!!!" I thought. "So that's what it is for." I try doing this to more clowns. It is quite difficult because they seem to know what it does and they mostly dodge my attempts to touch them with it. But once I do, they go mad and start killing each other. It's a fucking clown zombiefest!!! Sadly, before I could successfully achieve victory, I woke up with sunlight in my face. My first words as soon as I woke up was.. "THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!" My heart was pounding sooooo hard.. like I had just been doing dxm all night.
I'm not trying to condone taking an insane combo like this to be able to lucid dream and control them. I'm just suggested that lucid dreaming can be wayyyyy better than just getting high on drugs in general. I love going to dreamland. It's amazing! Thanks for reading my report.
2mg Xanax, 20mg Ambien, 2 Glasses of red wine, 1 joint, 5mg melatonin, 50mg Vistaril, and 20mg Baclofen.
Going to bed started really early for me yesterday. I had just stayed the night at a friend's house and didn't even attempt to go to sleep because I was on some oxycotin and didn't want to sleep the high off. Yea, I relapsed, who gives a fuck? I'm a junkie, that's all I'll ever be. Anyways, I got home around 4pm that day. I hadn't taken anything since 7am. I wanted some much needed sleep. I took a 2mg xanax cause that normally helps me get drowsy. I am not prescribed xanax, so I have to get them elsewhere. About an hour later they were not working. I had a couple of glasses of wine and smoked a joint. Now that normally does the trick. I was feeling pretty good about that time. I went and laid down. Then a thought popped into my head.. "I bet I could have some amazing dreams if I took the rest of my medications" So I got up, was only going to take 1 ambein, but I took 2 just to be sure it'd work. Then I took the melatonin, Vistaril, and baclofen. 15 minutes later I don't remember anything! It hit me so hard so fast I didn't even know it. Like, if I was to fall 100 stories from a building and die on impact, that is how fast the sleep hit me. The only way I didn't know I was dead was I started dreaming. Now we are about to get to the fun part.
I had about 10 dreams throughout that night. I only remember two in vivid detail.
The first one I remember started off with me in some school in some teacher's class. We were about to have a fighting tournament, kind of like dragon ball z. xD Everyone I seen had a different power. One person had super speed and some weird contraction he would shock people with. One person had stars that shot out of their hands that when they attached to you, they blew up! I mean this is some crazy shit i'm dreaming here. I then come to realization that I must have some sort of power as this. I just got to figure out how to use it. Well that wasn't hard. I used my imagination. I ended up having electricity shoot through one hand and fire out of the other. Now it was time for battle. I beat most of who I came at against. I was bit too fast for most of them. When they would come at me, I'd dodge out the way really quick like and hit him with my powers full blast. That normally finished the fight pretty quickly. I felt like I was on top of the world. I could feel the electricity shoot through my hand. It was a very very tough vibrating feeling when I shot them out. As for the fire, and I shit you not, I could fire the heat coming from my hands when I used it. I had defeated all of my opponents with ease. Now it was time for the ultimate showdown. This next guy was HUGE. I can't stress that enough. He had some big club. And when he beat the ground with it, an earthquake would happen. So as you can imagine, I had to stay in the air for most of the fight. I wasn't doing that good. He was FAST with that big ass club. I'd always try to get him with the fire, but before I could he'd already be about to slam that fucking thing down on my head. I finally figured out a had an extra super power. He goes to hit at me again and I clap my hands together as hard as I can. This produces an enormous shockwave that knocks him flying for the ground and knocks the club out of his hand. I get on top of him and say, "Stay down, or I will do it again and kill you." He stays down of course, and I walk away feeling as if I've achieved the nobel peace prize... this is where the next dream comes into play.
I woke up in some abandoned mall. There were other people, but I didn't know any of them. Next thing I know fucking creatures that I cannot describe in detail start to come after us. "Go into the store", I yell and motion for the empty store right across from us. It's now my mission to protect these people. I bet you are wondering what kind of weapon I was using? I wish I could say a gun, or a sword, or something like that but no.. attached to my right index finger was this weird looking whip. And at my command it would tear some ass up. At this point the creatures are getting closer, I'm starting to feel like i'm in that game nazi zombies. I shouldn't have ever had that thought come into my mind.. big mistake. I whip the hell out of the damn freaky looking things. And I mean they are fucking SMART. They are trying each and every way to get into the store, but i'm having to stop them from getting in. I don't want to disappoint those who are counting on me. When I killed the last of them, I start to board up the windows and all just like in the fucking call of duty game. One girl, who I didn't know, just runs out of the store crying because she is scared. Baddddd idea! The next spawn of enemies start coming.. and OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are the sickest and most evil looking clowns I have ever seen in my life. This made my heart skip a beat. Each and every clown looked different from one another, and they all did different thing. Now at this point, i'm deciding on staying to fight and save this girl, or try and wake myself up before I have a heart attack. I choose to stay and fight. My whip is pretty useless against these guys for one reason.. I try to whip these clowns that are in this little mini go kart. It gets stuck on apart of their kart and they drive off at high speed trying to break it while it's attached to my finger. They get pretty far too, until I let the whip go completely from my finger. It completely and utterly destroys them. But now i'm without a weapon. I feel as if I'm fucked at this point. "Quickly", I ask the remaining others in the store, "does anyone have a weapon?" A man throws me a magic marker and winks at me? "Oh shit." I thought. "We are screwed." At first I thought I could make a lightsaber out of it, but that failed. They are getting closer, and there is this big fatass clown about to be right on top of me and the girl. So, with totally nowhere left to turn, I quickly run up to the fat clown and dash the marker tip against him. He immediately starts attacking his fellow comrades. "Holy shit!!!" I thought. "So that's what it is for." I try doing this to more clowns. It is quite difficult because they seem to know what it does and they mostly dodge my attempts to touch them with it. But once I do, they go mad and start killing each other. It's a fucking clown zombiefest!!! Sadly, before I could successfully achieve victory, I woke up with sunlight in my face. My first words as soon as I woke up was.. "THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!" My heart was pounding sooooo hard.. like I had just been doing dxm all night.
I'm not trying to condone taking an insane combo like this to be able to lucid dream and control them. I'm just suggested that lucid dreaming can be wayyyyy better than just getting high on drugs in general. I love going to dreamland. It's amazing! Thanks for reading my report.
