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Xanax, Alcohol, Cannabis, 25i-Nbome, DMT- Eternal Void

friendlyhippy

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Hello all, after creeping the boards for on and off over a year for information I decided I would like to contribute a trip report from a friendlyhippy.

(In his words)

Now before I start I will not advise this combination of substances, they night just progressed in a strange way and the trip was completely unplanned. I am 22 years old, and live by myself in an apartment and had the night free to do whatever and the next day as well. I started the night with 1mg of xanax and a single shot of whiskey and coke, playing video games. Another drink and .5mg of xanax later, I got out my vaporizer and vaped a bowl of some pretty good bud.

Up until now I have not had any psychedelic experiences in over 6 months or so due to life troubles, but I have had experience with most tryptamines, phenethylamines, daily cannabis use, and have tried most other common drugs as I have always been curious to try everything once. Never have really abused a drug, besides coke a handful of times, but I consider myself an experienced and usually have great control in altered states.

Anyways, in my slurred state I decided to take a half hit of 25i-Nbome to test what just a 500ug dose would be like, because I have an event coming up and was considering a smaller dose for that environment. The following are more detailed notes of ones I took right as i put half of the blotter between my upper lip and gum. The 25i-Nbome does not have an exact and accurate dose, only hearsay. However this blotter has come from a batch that has been researched multiple times by different hippies.

?-8:45pm: 1.75mg xanax, 2 shots of whiskey/ coke, vaped cannabis multiple hits

8:45pm: I placed half of the 25i between my upper lip and gum. Felt pretty good, the xanax and alcohol took away all anxiety I usually feel before a trip. Was listening to music and just mellowing out.

9:25pm: My headspace is starting to change, usual psychedelic and abstract thought patterns, my surroundings are starting to grow and shrink lightly, nothing too crazy. Still feel the ability to communicate and function on a somewhat sober level.

9:45pm: Headspace change for sure, thoughts are becoming much more trippy and concentration is difficult for long periods of time. Visuals are getting intense, fractals consume my floor making it difficult to walk ( and the xanax ), my walls are shifting and the popcorn texture is dancing and creating wave type patterns that change slowly with color. I decided to get on youtube on my xbox one and listen to some music. It takes me a minute to actually decide because of my thoughts, occasionally Ill get stuck on a thought that seems to loop and happens repeatably. I realize this and it makes me laugh, I am really enjoying it all. The xanax makes its so mellow. I finally put on Jimi Hendrix's "Hear My Train A Coming" and am completely immersed in CEVs touching on a +++ scale. I cant feel my body at all laying on the couch, with my eyes closed I become the music, no physical sensations at all just sound that I became. When the song ended I opened my eyes and started laughing again, I said something like "Holy shit that was amazing!" At the point I decide I want a full trip and take the other 500ug dose.

10:04pm: About 20 minutes after taking the second 500ug half hit, I realize that I have not stopped peaking from the first hit. Most of this time was spent with headphones on laying in bed and starring at a mandala tapestry that is about 8 x 5' and is even 3D with the glasses. I pick random songs on spotify from a playlist I set up for trips, every song I play is a story, a journey I can travel through with my eyes closed. I remembered the 3D glasses and got them from my closet, this was absolutely crazy! The colors and symmetry came alive creating depth in my wall, turning and spinning like some sort of Aztec designs. I realized my tapestry had an energy, was alive to some extent. I was grateful for what it is showing me and letting me feel, responding to my music with emotion. I was filled with euphoria, felt amazing.

10:30pm: I decided to spend time doing something else since I do not have nights like these often. This period of time was mostly spent walking back and forth either setting something up or changing my mind on what I wanted to do. My thoughts were scrambled and loops happened more often, especially since there was no noise at all and i was just pacing around in a small apartment. Eventually I set my vape up again and get on hulu and put on southpark, normally I love this show. However the intro seemed somewhat dark to me and made me decide to change it. I ended up watching workaholics and getting on my laptop to browse the web and see what kind of trippy things I could find. This is where the night really got crazy.

11:34: After surfing for awhile and listening to music, I remembered that I still had a couple hits of DMT that I have had for over a year now, just waiting for the right time. -Now, I have tried DMT three times up until this point all out of a lightbulb and have never broken through before, I have had some crazy CEVs and OEVs such as kaleidoscopic of my surroundings and a sense of vibration.- I was starting to come down from the 25i and my headspace was returning to my slurred drunken state and the "trippiness" was declining as well, I could play some music and with concentration make visuals appear but nowhere near the intensity of before. This period is one my favorite on psychedelics, hours after peaking, right before coming down where I feel still under the influence of a psych but also the thought process of sobriety. It is like a higher level on conscious sobriety, third eye open. I decided what better time to try DMT? I break it out and pull out my glass water pipe and load a bowl of AVB ( already vaped bud ) and poured an unknown eyed amount of the yellowish powder on top. I would say about the size of a pencil eraser.

With no water in my pipe, i use a normal bic lighter and hover above the powder being sure not to touch it as to burn the chemical. I start to pull, which is a weird sensation while still under the influence of 25i to hit a water pipe for me, and draw the smoke into my lungs. It is very harsh and I do not manage to pull the bowl out of the piece as start to cough the smoke out of my lungs. Almost instantly everything began to vibrate, like the seems of reality started to come undone. My hearing went out, complete silence. I could no longer feel my body at all and all I could do was stare straight with my eyes open. This is the part that is hard to explain, I could still see my living room, my furniture and such, my tv was even on. However everything was broken and was a void. The shapes and outlines of everything around me were voidness and nothingness. This world was gone, this was another place. Everything else was a shade of dark, deep red. But it was more than color, I felt it, it was an essence. It was death, I realized I could feel nothing, I became nothing at all, I completely ceased to exist. I felt doom, I was trying to fight feeling overwhelmed- I am sure this contributed to this terrible moment- my thoughts stopped i was completely stuck in this hell that became my apartment. I finally stood up and realized where I was, I realized I had gone too far, that I was not ready. Everything was broken, my light switches wouldn't work, my tv was on but i could not see or hear it. Only voidness where the shape of it used to be. I felt like I was the player of a video game character, a programmed character that is incapable of feelings and thoughts. I was on auto mode and walking around felt speedy, like i was a mechanical person. My movements and actions were already planned for me, I did not choose what I did.

10 Minutes or so later I started feeling a lot closer to baseline, the DMT seemed to completely stop the 25i or maybe it was my adrenaline or fear. Either way I was quite shaken up. I have never felt fear and doom like that, I put on some positive feel good music and started to put away my piece and light incenses to cover the horrid plastic smell of DMT.

1:00pm: I could have fallen asleep by now for sure, but I have been vaping and trying to recollect the events of tonight. Pondering and still feeling what just happened.


Over all I had a great night besides the DMT. I am not sure if it was a combo of the other substances, me fighting it, or me just not being ready yet. Either way I would not recommend anyone to smoke DMT on acid unless you are experienced with BOTH for sure. I will try it again, sober minded this time. Approach it with a bit more respect.

Hope this story that my friend hippy shared with me helps anyone else out there!

Good vibes.
 
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