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Wtf mxe moments

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Jonnybean

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talking to a friend she said her mate saw her funueral on MXe, i was like WTF i saw my funeral last night! so strange.

i also saw myself, i thought in my head, whos that? then realised its me! gave me the shivers, you feel very detached from yourself, very interesting compound, and im not a fan of ketamine at all :).

i know seeing your funeral sounds grim as fuck, but its just a very vivid image/thought.

so whats the best WTF moment youve had on MXE?

sorry if this is in the wrong section mods.
 
dxm+mxe+vangelis made me remember or feel that i was remembering life from within mothers womb
i have always thougt such an experiance would be a disturbing one but it was full of joy, optimism and anticipation :)
 
dose 3 bumps from a bullet type bumper. each bump= 25-35mg.

I was standing in my living room trying to think of what i was thinking of when i thought that forgot how to think... so then i tried to remember HOW to think so that i could remember WHAT i was thinking.

I stood there forever until I finally came to the conclusion that "The more i know, the more I KNOW that I know nothing"
 
8:00PM 60mg line

10:00PM 200mg line

10:30PM started watching "Event Horizon"

I thought I was on the Event Horizon. SCARY!!! My laptop stopped being a real thing obviously so i literally slapped it around for 15 minutes until it finally turned off. 3 valium later, its just floating in space. Like, woaaaah maan, happy times %)
 
rwtrwt said:
I was standing in my living room trying to think of what i was thinking of when i thought that forgot how to think... so then i tried to remember HOW to think so that i could remember WHAT i was thinking.

I stood there forever until I finally came to the conclusion that "The more i know, the more I KNOW that I know nothing"
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Hahaha. Reminds me of a similar experience I had on MXE. Also reminds me of the conclusion I came to on 25C-NBOMe, which was that thinking is something that only happens TO you, it's not something that you DO. Once you consciously try to deliberately think, your thoughts stop being as productive. Then, when you finally give up, and allow your thoughts to rise and fall as they will, suddenly you're much smarter.
 
So she saw her funeral in the sense that she can see into the future?

If so, in the mere seeing of the future she will be able to change how it plays out. If everything's predetermined and she can see into the future through snorting mxe then surely the act of her seeing into the future was written and thus makes the entire concept academic.
 
juniorcat said:
So she saw her funeral in the sense that she can see into the future?

If so, in the mere seeing of the future she will be able to change how it plays out. If everything's predetermined and she can see into the future through snorting mxe then surely the act of her seeing into the future was written and thus makes the entire concept academic.
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That doesn't really make any sense. If we have a vision of what we consider might be our future, that doesn't automatically make it accurate. Think about how complex and chaotic the world is. And think about how much information you would need about the world in order to make an accurate prediction about the an event like that so far in the future. And as well, think about how much processing power it would take to make said prediction. In short, it's absolutely impossible for a human being to do this. We are not gods.
 
That's exactly what I said coolcum. Read my post again... I was clearly saying that ingesting mxe does not allow one to see in to the future.
 
Yesterday I became convinced that when I was speaking to my landlord over the phone, he was with the police and they were monitoring the call as he spoke to me.

Have had a number of paranoid delusions like that.

Other ones have included believing that I've been hacked by listening to the sounds my computer was making (as in, believing that I could understand the noises of my PC on such in such fine detail that I am able to know exactly what's going on with it. This talking with my computer and thinking it's speaking to me has happened a number of times). And as well, believing that I am able to morph my DNA in real-time using the power of only my mind. That's been another theme. Oh, and as well, believing that I can predict the future of mankind (believing that the singularity is absolutely inevitable).

So yeah, your classic delusions of grandeur basically.
 
coolcucumber said:
...And as well, believing that I am able to morph my DNA in real-time using the power of only my mind. That's been another theme.
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I've had this happen to me as well, except it was a CEV trip with cannabis+salvia. That one got extremely bizarre though, I saw my DNA take the form of this weird... blob. It was of pink/brown color and had a definate feminine feel to it. I felt like I was in the main control room of my mind, the most vulnerable/important part of my mind and psyche. It scared the shit out of me, for a second I thought do I even dare touch anything? What if I accidently break something crucial? Then for some reason I started thinking what would be the worst thing I could possibly do at that moment. Next thing I realize is, I'm literally ass-fucking this female entity that is representing my DNA. Must have been the weirdest trip I've ever had, kinda hard to describe actually. What I like to do is challenge myself when I encounter difficulties during a trip, face those damn demons! That's the only way to ever beat them...

Oh right, this thread was about MXE. The coolest/weirdest experience I've had on MXE had me go on a CEV trip where I would spiral down this weird distant planet that had rocks/asteroids floating all over the place. Eventually I reached the bottom of a pit where I would find myself in a sitting posture, with a hand coming out of my brain (head) only to touch another spot on the head (brain). My brain was tickling itself. At the moment I thought it represented perfectly what psychedelics do/are.
 
nothing unusual or wtf like it would really fit in this thread.

but the dissociativa confusion sometimes leaves me standing there and thinking WTF.
when i can´t figure out how something is supposed to work.
simple things like "how the hell do i redose now"

and i had a huge wtf moment on dxm and diphenhydramin one time.
i went outside. it was daytime and there were no cars driving by or people and it was snow everywhere (real)
and as i walked along the street trinity from matrix walked towards me in her black latex suit and sunglasses. she also had a very huge dog with her.
and then behind her very huge machines from another world appeared (like those from matrix).
that was a huge "wtf moment" and i had to get back inside. :D

sorry if my post is kinda ot but when i think of wtf and mxe it´s the confusion. *G*
 
holy shit, i know exactly what you are all talking about. i went to a show and gave everyone i was with some mxe and i started thinking that i was god, started asking them if i was god and they all told me "in this moment, yes, you are god for giving us this drug" and everything makes sense its like everything that happened to me happened so that i could be born and discover mexy and bring it to other peoples lives and make them happy thats my mxe wtf moment
 
Bit of a weird one. I'd missed breakfast, ate normally for the rest of the day and took some MXE in the evening. By the end of the experience, and because of my missed breakfast, I'd convinced myself I had an eating disorder. MXE and I do not get on.
 
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