Writers' workshop

I just started going to a writers' workshop at the American Library here in Paris. It's led by an expat writer who has a few fairly successful autobiographical fiction books. To join the workshop, we have to have 3 chapters of a novel completed. We meet once a month for a year until the novel is finished. The one restriction is that our novels must be based on our own lives and that they are like mémoires if I understand the assignment correctly.

I struggle with this restriction because I find life to be grim. In writing, I seek something beautiful and meaningful or even escapist. By the way, that's also why I take drugs every day. It's the reason I prefer drugs that make dreams more frequent and vivid and hate pschedelics that strip away ones fantasies and throw reality in your face. So how do I satisfy the restriction of the workshop (writing about ugly, hard reality) while seeking beauty or escape? Other people will read my chapters and will expect me to follow this restriction. Somebody suggested doing humor (I assume like John Irving or the guy who wrote 'even cowgirls get the blues' - Tom Robbins) but I don't do humor. Not because I don't want to but because I can't. Humor takes a special talent that you are born with. It probably cannot be learned.

The subject of the workshop the other day was character development. The workshop leader lifts most of her characters from her own family. She is very worried that they will recognize themselves and become angry. In fact, she has alienated a few family members when they saw themselves in the characters in her first novel. To avoid this, she suggests changing enough of the details so they will never be sure it is really them.

This won't be a problem fro me because I'm the only one in my family who can read. I taught myself to do it when I was four or so.

And finally, I've always had Spell Check for the last 10 years. Now I come here and use these French computers, and French Spell Check only works for French Words. I surprise myself by how many English words I have to look up. It's too much trouble to go into all of the settings - user profile, browser, word processor and constantly switch the spell check between french and english.
 
Socko, it's interesting that you say to write about your life (a memoir as the assignment requires) means to write about hard, ugly reality when what you are drawn to read yourself is meaningful and beautiful. I don't think these things are mutually exclusive and your writing (on here, at least) is already evidence of that. You observe beauty and write about it without romanticizing it. You always manage to see the whole multi-faceted shape of what you are looking at. Even the description of your mother and the fleas was so well written that it had beauty in it despite the ugliness that you were describing. Have you ever read The Glass Castle? (It is one of my favorite books/memoirs of a person that survived the craziness of her parents. The great thing about the book is how you come to see that she, and her siblings, actually became the incredible people that they became not only despite but because oftheir unbelievable up-bringing (if you could call it upbringing). I really recommend that memoir. The writer Cisneros said, "“Writing begins from a rant, but it doesn’t end there. You write until the writing brings you to a place of light. You have to travel through the rant to the light.” I write a lot about my son's death. One of the most horrible things was finding his body hours after death had stiffened it. I cannot even get through that sentence today without tears. But I find that by starting with the most pain, the most terrible place, the words have a way of taking me to surprising places, surprising paths. Pretty soon I am turning over little stones along the way just to see, "what else is there"? What is real in this memory, what I am coloring it with? what lens I am I wedded to? Anyway, so happy that you are in that workshop. I hope you do write a memoir. <3
 
Thanks herbavore. Sometimes I am consciously trying to write my way out of my situation, but I feel like it's that game of Death Chess where no matter who wins, you always die in the end. I will look for that book - haven't read it yet. I didn't have much of an 'upbringing' either. My parents didn't do anything. It was those cats who did more to raise me than anybody else.

I just started reading it. Looks good so far.
 
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