Im back. when did this happen? just all of a sudden this past day or two.... ive been...i dunno.....happy, goofy, silly, in a good mood. a big kid......everything i was before i was "sick" and stupid.
I feel so..... such...... relief.
No matter what happens in my social life, my love life, my family life. I am not stressing, no drama, no nothing. Just smiles.
Smiling, I feel like smiling again.
This isa good thing.
Though I also want to get high and get totally fucked up but i did drugs when happy too.
I am thinking of getting some drinks, getting fucked up and just enjoying a night.
Have a good time, and hope this smiley, happy, nice stage stays awhile, I havent been this way...... in so many damn years.
Since Jube, i think that's the last time I was this happy, before jube died.
Being silly, being goofy, joking around, fliirting, asking men out on dates, getting all girly again after over 20yrs of being tomboyish.....i actually look girly these days.
I like my life right now, only 1 thing could make it better.
We'll see though.....either way, I am happy and nothing can stop that from me right now.
I feel so..... such...... relief.
No matter what happens in my social life, my love life, my family life. I am not stressing, no drama, no nothing. Just smiles.
Smiling, I feel like smiling again.
This isa good thing.
Though I also want to get high and get totally fucked up but i did drugs when happy too.
I am thinking of getting some drinks, getting fucked up and just enjoying a night.
Have a good time, and hope this smiley, happy, nice stage stays awhile, I havent been this way...... in so many damn years.
Since Jube, i think that's the last time I was this happy, before jube died.
Being silly, being goofy, joking around, fliirting, asking men out on dates, getting all girly again after over 20yrs of being tomboyish.....i actually look girly these days.
I like my life right now, only 1 thing could make it better.
We'll see though.....either way, I am happy and nothing can stop that from me right now.