words and feelings best left unsaid

[empty_remains]

I walked away from you
in a time you needed me most
you begged me to say I love you
It kills me cause I don't know why I didn't answer
The last thing I ever said to you was, Goodnight
Now that your gone forever
I just want to take it back
Please let me say those words
It tears me up inside
All the wrongs I did
And no way to take them back now


Is it wrong of me to still want someone to love me?
By no means do i deserve it not after the things I've done.
I'm longing for the days when I can lay in bed with someone who just doesn't want me to fuck but to simply hold and be near. so just for a moment I can close my eyes and feel loved.

Maybe I'm just in a bad mood or perhaps I'm trying to be honest for once..

 

[lostNfound]

Maybe you need to fall in love with yourself again before you can expect another to fall in love with you

 

[paulii]

^^ riggght on the ball
so deep and beautiful empty remains.. time heals everything