I want to know, will I have withdrawal symptoms if I stop doing this every night? Almost all of my drinking is only during the night time.
@ilikedrugs77
If you wanna give stopping a try and you don't drink during the day, just have a beer or two before bed and you will be fine. Go to a health food store or even a pharmacy and get Valerian Root herbal pills. If you eat a few, you will get a very mild anti-anxiety effect. If you can make it through 8 hours without clawing yourself, shaking, hallucinating, getting panic attacks, teeth chattering, eyes bugging out... then simply stop drinking and the physical withdrawal will be no worse then mild flue symptoms. I drink each and every day, from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep for the past 22 years. Stopped for a few months 3 times during those years.
I tried AA and rehab since that choice seemed smarter than a year in prison. AA is ok for a certain type of personality, since its essentially a benevolent cult. Last few studies showed that relapse rates are identical. It is much more effective, I realized, to gain limited power over alcohol and thereby making my life manageable. I wake up, I drink 3-4 beers and I go to work. Throughout the day I continuously drink beer while making sure I eat breakfast and lunch. After work I hit the bar for 2 mugs which don't taste as good anymore since the anti-smoking laws. I rarely drink hard liquor anymore, yet if I want to , I drink a few shots, but just like in AA i make sure I say that I have a little power over alcohol that's why my life is manageable, I have a wife and children, and my bills are paid on time.
I enjoyed smoking 10$-$20 of crack a few times a week for almost 20 years but switched over to smoking ice two years ago ($40 per week) and still have all my teeth. Meth mouth = never brush teeth, eat candy non stop mouth. The hardest thing for me was to be able to recognize the bullshit side effects (paranoya, hallucinations) and ignore them just like in the movie about the college professor - Beautiful Mind.
My point is, that there is a large pool of people who drink and do hard drugs daily but found a way to balance our lives and make them somewhat more manageable. Don't listen to counselors who almost unanimously believe there are no shades of grey - that only 100% abstinence from all alcohol intake is the only way to prevent you from eventually blowing truckers for your next hit of the pipe or the bottle.
Good luck with whatever you do.
NN