Will I ever be able to take LSD again?

[kanyeknievel]

You can't force LSD, I've learned. I had very good acid, and the first time I tripped with two people that haven't tripped on LSD before, so we had no idea about set and setting. So we each took a tab, and I was selling it at the time. And we started to go up nicely, it was amazing for two hours, then I took more and gave my friends more, then an hour after that, I felt so good that I wanted more! (NEVER DO THIS IF YOUR INEXPERIENCED)

The peak doesnt occur until about 2-4 hours? From initial dose. And since I was having such a good time on my first dose, my second one was coming up as i dosed a third time, and as i started to peak higher from the second dose, things got too much for me. Shit was breathing in and out, distortion everywhere. Black and white things, were purple and green. I felt like my couch was swallowing me. All of this started happening, freaking me out a little then I kept peaking more and more cause the third dose was coming up. And by the time that happened, i completely lost it. Some friend came over that wasn't tripping and he freaked me the fuck out so bad, I couldn't handle it. I told him to go, I told everyone to go. I went in my room and think I went into an ego-death, I'm not sure but I completely lost it. I was so scared, paranoid, anxious, I didnt know what was going on. I knew it would be over but that didn't work, I started crying I called my girlfriend who only smoked weed and she flipped the fuck out, and when ur tripping YOU DONT WANT THAT.

Negative vibes, so bad. I couldn't even talk to her cause I didn't make sense to her, and my brain stopped cause it was so clogged that I couldn't think. I tripped for over 14 hours and was able to sleep finally.

In conclusion, non-trippers can seriously mess with the direction of your trip. Also, do not make the mistake I did of dosing more and more. That was just over a year ago, and I still am scared to try it again. And because of that it will most likely cause a bad trip instantly cause I will be freaked out by seeing what I saw last time. I really would love to try it again, but I would only want to do it with some serious acid head, someone spiritual, not to get 'fucked up' I want to do it for a spiritual awakening, to change things in my mind and my life. To make me happier. But also having depersonalization, and I dont know if i could trip and have that and not freak out :/.

I hope one day this can happen.

 

[RandomGuy123]

Don't play with matches if you don't want fire bro.

 

[readthenewsohboy]

You can definitely dose again. I had a friend who spent his first trip thinking he had died and was watching a documentary of just before he died, thought his only options were to die in the process of cutting a melon, or dying in his sleep. He kept saying he wanted to sleep and we said he wouldn't be able to until the acid wore off, so he went with the melon. Luckily, we got the knife away from him with only minimal scratches. He was pretty scared to try again, but when he did he dosed reasonably and had a wonderful time. Many trips since then and no repeats. Just keep your mind occupied. Paints! Music! Toys! Pictures! Friends! Dose at a sub-psychedelic level and have an evening of fun. It may seem harder than just taking a drug and letting it do the work, but let me tell you that with LSD no matter what, you put in the work.