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this is my craziest experience on lsd that happened quite some time ago but i never posted it. i know its fucking long and im sorry, i tried to give much detail to give some perspective on the trip but it does get very funny and crazy. and first off let me say iv only done acid a few times before this and usually did about 2 hits of decent tabs but nothing crazy. so my tolerance is low and i havent yet been too deep into the rabbit hole so to speak.
so it was a friday night and i was already pretty drunk and decided to eat the 4 and 1/2 hits of strong blotter i had. i would never eat this many unplanned but for some reason i was drunk and stupid and just ate them. also my friend who does a good bit of acid told me he tripped hard off two hits but he usually eats a lot more hits so he told to be careful. its hard to remember everything that night probably because i was drunk and tripping hard but here is my best shot of explaining everything...
id say within 25 mins i was beginning to trip. i was seeing amazing colors and patterns everywhere. and i was hysterically laughing non stop like the type of laugh where u push all of ur air out and its higher pitch than normal. my friends thought it was great but there was one cranky bitch that was pissed off cuz i was laughing so much and just talking a bunch of nonsense and sayin funny shit. i was later told we went to burger king where i saw some other friends and apparently was very excited to see them...yelling and laughing in joy of seeing them lol. i was also told we went to walmart which i dont remember at all but they wanted me to stay in the car but i insisted in going in. my friends told me i was being loud and obnoxious and laughing in the store and u could def tell i was tripping balls.
then my friend john dropped everyone else off and we went to his grandmas house where he lives to pull some gravs. at this point i was really tripping hard and felt like i was in a different world. I was seeing orbs and beams of every color imaginable shining in front of me. it was dark out but everything seemed to be lit up in amazing colors and hexagonal patterns and glowing. everything was breathing and warping and twisting along with many many colors. it was amazing. i remember i was overwhelmed at one point and couldnt even speak very well and i took a huge breath and was like "woa..so many... colors". and my friend obviously wasnt on my level because he only ate 1 hit of weaker acid, so he was like what r u talkin about. i was like holy shit dude if only u could see what i see and feel how i feel right now. it was overwhelming but good at the same time. it wasn't too much to handle. but i remember feeling as if i was going crazy or never going to be able to get my normal mind back. it seems like every time i take acid depending on how much i feel like this more or less. anyone else notice that?
i remember i looked at the clock and it read 10:30pm. i couldnt comprehend the time at all it really had no meaning to me. i also couldnt tell how long anything was going on for. i remember looking around and it was dark out but everything was glowing with so many bright colors. but for some reason i felt like it should have been light out, it was like i didnt think night even exists. i asked my friend "dude why is it dark out?" i couldnt comprehend why it was dark. i didnt realize what night even was. my friend was like wtf are u talking about its 1030. even though it had been dark before i even started tripping, it still didnt make any sense to me. also i felt very woken up at this point like a lot of energy.
my ego was completely altered because the way i was perceiving myself and just how things were at the time was very odd and different. i was very confused about what we were doing but i still continued to laugh and say random shit that iv never really even talked about or said before. i said words i never even knew that i knew. we were joking with each other but it was weird because we kept both saying the same things and thinking of the same shit. we even completed each other sentences. which we thought was very weird.
after smoking and sitting in his car laughing my balls off and playing bejewled on my itouch we ended up having to leave cuz we were being to loud. but i remember trying to use my phone and i couldnt work it. and i called my girlfriend and i like couldnt hold a conversation, i dont even know what i said but she knew i was fucked up and not just drunk. she hung up and i completely forgot about it two mins later. but i kept getting really excited and loud and everything was so funny. john kept telling me to be quite but then i think i was in a loop kinda because i kept laughing and talking loud. then being like oh shit we gotta be quite. then one sec later i would laugh and talk loud and be like oh shit we gotta be quite over and over lol.
so we left his house and i had no clue where we were, what we were doing, or anything. we were in my hometown which i know very well but i had no fucking clue where we were. nothing looked familiar at all and i was overwhelmed with the glowing colors and patters and warping and a heavy state of confusion. i was in a very good mood and happy but definitely with some anxiety. everything felt very different. a lot more different than ever in my past tripping experiences. i cant describe how i felt. it was a little overwhelming and i had some nerves and i was breathing kind of weird i remember. but at the same time i was really happy and liking it. the darkness with everything glowing in amazing colors was just indescribably amazing. i could tell my eyes were wide open and pie eyed (someone else also said u could tell i was tripping hard by the way my eyes looked and like focused in). i was very alert and all my senses were like keen and very aware. but at the same time i was a mess and i would think about something that seemed important, forget about it, then wonder what was so important. and i would forget things that happened just minutes before.
i guess my friend john was just taking us for a drive until we found something. but when we were driving i kept thinking john didnt know the road or i didnt think he could drive well. i thought he was really fucked up too. i kept sayin woaaa johnny slow it down there buddy. oh shit were only goin 30 nvm. then id be like oh shit man corner. over and over. and he was like dude i know the road and im not that fucked up. but he was definitely a little fucked up. then kept turning the light on to look for a lighter but i thought he was just like freakin out so i kept turning it off lol. he would like slow down and pull over and turn the light on but the way he did it or the way i saw it looked like he was like going nuts and didnt know what he was doing. idk if he really was like freakin out and tripin hard or if thats just the way i saw it. he asked me if i could find the lighter but everytime i would try to look for it i would get side tracted with something else. he then was getting mad at me cuz i kept forgetting to get the lighter, and i kept turning off the light when he turned it on and when he slowed down i was like noo dont stop go go. he was getting pissed tho and it made me feel uncomfortable and i couldnt tell if he was serious or not.
then i started to get really nervous about driving. i thought he couldnt drive good and i thought the cops were gonna get us because we kept pulling over and just acting weird late at night. the drive seemed like it was never going to end and i felt like i had to pay attention to the road in order to stay alive. plus i felt a lot of tension because he was getting mad at me for everything and it was fucking with me. it really seemed like we were driving for like 10 hours but it was about 45 mins. corners and signs came up so fast like they just popped up from no where. my friend said i repeated myself a lot on the ride back. thats where i think the trip started to turn bad because of the driving thing and him being a douche.
i remember we were talking about something i cant remember what it was but we both got really weirded out and we we kept finishing each others sentences almost like we were connected mentally cuz of the acid, like telepathy kind of. but the next day he told me he was like fine but i know for a fact he was tripping pretty good for a while cuz he told me he wasnt ok at one point and he seemed like he was overwhelmed by his little bit. and he couldnt remember the conversations we had either. he did say he did remember it getting weird tho. but idk if my mind was just making up the weird conversations between us or what but i was very disillusion at that point. and just when i thought it couldnt get any weirder he started talking as if he were a robot. he said something like "we - must - get - the..." i dont remember the rest but it was something about the universe or something. it was really weird and i didnt know what the hell it was. i thought it was like an alien talking through his body or something. it was so weird. i still dont know if that was all in my head or if he just couldnt talk right or what lol.
i was getting pretty nervous but still not having a terrible time i just didnt want to be driving anymore. i knew if we went somewhere good i would be fine because i was loving all of the colors and everything was funny as hell. but he then he told me that we were almost at my house. and i kept being like were not going to my house and he was like no but u are but i didnt understand. then apparently he said we were at my house. i didnt get it i was like why r we here. he was like i need to go home and ur goin here. but i still didnt even realize we were right infront of my house. i thought he was joking and i guess i wouldnt get out no matter what he said. then he picked up his phone and said he was going to call the cops if i didnt get out. it was really fucking with me because it didnt even seem like my friend john at all. but i got scared and went ohhh SHIT! and he said i ran right out of his car cuz i apparently thought he really would call the cops lol.
i dont remember anything after stepping out of the car but i guess i must have stumbled into my neighbors yard and was laying on a leavey hill right at the woods line near his driveway. at this point i had completely forgot that john dropped me off and i was alone in the dark woods and i had no idea of where i was, if anything was real, or what was going on at all. i dont remember how i got to the hill but i just remember laying there in a dream like state for i have no clue how long. but i know in total i was in my neighbors yard from 230am-430am
i thought i was in a different world and either died or was about to die and was like stuck in this world either right before death or something. i guess i felt like i was stuck in a dimension right before i was about to die, and i thought i was going to die and be brought to a more peaceful place, but instead i was just stuck in this sick world.i got so thirsty and was just laying on the hill thinking that my death would be any moment. i got visions or mental images of getting in a car accident but then i got images of falling off a cliff into water and drowning. i thought maybe john killed us in his car. but just as i was envisioning this it felt like the hill was pulling me off of it and i thought i only had seconds left before i saw the light and died. i even got really out of breath and felt like i was drowning. and i was talking to myself saying john where are u man and i was like i think this might be good bye everyone.
i started thinking about my family and girlfriend and everything and wishing i could see them. i was talking to myself saying i wish i could have done better for my family and that i was going to die without fulfilling anyone or anything but most of all not be able to see my girlfriend or be there for her cuz she needs me. i was basically in tears and envisioning my death. i was picking out every bad aspect of how i am and i wanted to change it for the better and be the best person i could possibly be. i was also realizing everything that mattered to me in life. i felt as if i had to address all the truths and bad things in my life before i was going to die. and i really really wanted a second chance to be a good person and try my hardest in life. also for some reason i felt the urge to get naked right before i thought i was going to die and be taken out of the world i was in but i remember thinking i dont want my family to see me dead naked lol.
i was so scared to see the light and die, it was like i felt it coming too, i felt a huge buildup in my body but then nothing. it was like an out of body experience because i was having all these envisions and felt so helpless but never tried to move until quite some time. so finally i thought to stand up and walk away from the hill and i started running up it feeling like if i made a change for the good i would make my way out of this. i kept wanting for me to just magically be taken out of this world and have my life again. but nothing changed obviously and i was just stuck in this weird place (neighbors yard) but felt like a purgatory to me and i couldnt understand it. it was getting sickening thinking i was stuck forever. i also remember thinking that i was stuck in this purgatory world forever and i grew old. i remember feeling my face and it felt old and wrinkly. after pacing around the yard not understanding if anything is real or not i started to get very sad and very angry at the same time. i was begging to be able to see my girlfriend the most and my parents second. i wanted to have a second chance at life to do good for everyone. i think i was talking out loud the whole time too. i never even thought to wonder outside the yard because it was pitch black everywhere and the light lit up this one area that i was in. i remember looking at a chevy truck and a hyundai suv and read the license plates which seemed 3d and had a layer of hexagonal shapes twisting above it. i felt like it was a clue to something but i couldnt figure it out. i also remember getting my face really close to the green garage and it was morphing and twisting with patterns i was just mesmerized.
and for some reason i was also thinking and feeling that there were aliens in the presence and idk why but i felt as if i knew that aliens existed and have something to do with the universe and the world. i kept having envisions of alien like things and just being really weirded out by it. i remember i said to myself now i know how the world and the universe works and its fucking really weird. it was really freaky and just bazaar to me. i wish i could remember more details about the alien like things i was seeing within stuff. and its weird because i never even really thought to much about aliens. idk how the whole alien feel even came about.
but after getting so frustrated about the thought of never getting to see my girlfriend or family and not being able to live my life and being stuck in this crazy world forever i freaked out. i have no idea why but whipped my cell phone, itouch, wallet, and money in my pockets all over my neighbors driveway and yard. (and for some reason idk why i never thought to call anyone on my phone. i felt completely alone and helpless.) i was like i dont fuckin need this shit anymore! and i punched one of their cars and picked up those things that automatically wrap up a hose and smashed it all over the driveway. i didnt even realize what i was doing.
my neighbor in which i was later told had his pistol out and ready. opened his window above and yelled who is that and what the fuck are you doing. i was completely lost from reality but when i heard his voice i kind of snapped into it for some reason i said "ahhh im looking for my girlfriend" and i said i was really drunk. then all i remember hearing is the cops are on there way. instantly i went OH SHIT and booked toward the woods and the hill i was laying at. i got caught up on this wire fence that i didnt even see at all. but i just mauled through it and ran down this steep hill which was all woods. i kept sprinting and falling, i couldnt see much of anything. i was running through swamps and i lost one of my shoes. then i found this other little hill and just layed down. moments after i saw 3 diff lights searching for me. i assumed it was the cops. i still couldnt even tell if anything was real or not but i knew to stay away from cops.
they searched for a long time and when i saw the flashlights turn the other way i ran over and then up toward the road which i still didnt know was my road. as i was running, the foot that was soaked and had no shoe on it felt as if it were a stub foot because it was cold. i later had to verify that it wasent a stub because at the time it really felt like it. but anyways, i ran across the road and into these other woods in which i got stuck in pricker bushes and just gave up and layed down looking up at the sky which was slightly moon lit. the trees were pulsing and everything looked like it was veiny and everything had such a creepy vibe to it. i even took both my contacts out for no reason so i then couldnt see very good ontop of barely being able to see with all of the warping and colors and such. i layed in the woods completely disconnected with reality waiting for something to save me. it was terrible.
i got very cold because i was wet and it was about 40 degrees and it was starting to get a tiny bit light but no sun at all. i was still very confused and not intouch with reality. the whole night i couldnt tell if anything was real with my envisions and ideas and hallucinations but i knew to stay away from cops no matter what incase that part of the trip was real. i decided i was going to try to walk out to the road and try to find something. i noticed a car drove by a bunch and i think it was a cop car but couldnt see good. but after i ran out towards the road. i literally walked 50 feet and saw my white fence. for once i could actually recognize something finally i was like OMG my house but then i looked at it and it was huge and seemed a lot more lit up than normal. but i ran down my driveway anyway and it all looked familiar and i was so happy that i found my house and it was real. it was as if i had been reborn because at that point i knew i was home and it was all a bad trip.
i went inside i remember reading 430 on the clock still not really comprehending it and also still tripping a lot visually and mentally but at last i knew i was alive and safe. i woke up at 830 i looked around and everything was still waving a little bit. but i felt myself again just a little traumatized and weirded out.
i remembered now that it was my neighbors yard the whole time so a bit later i snuck up there to look for my stuff. luckily, i found my itouch with minimal damage and also found my wallet and a gift card but i knew i threw a few dollars too but couldnt find them or my cell phone. turns out my dad called my phone later that day and my neighbors had it. they told him that i was really drunk in there yard smashing shit. i had to pay them 50 dollars for breaking the hose thing to get my phone back. and of coarse i gave them my dearest apologies.
looking back on the trip it was amazing at first and would have been amazing had a been with a better friend and had a place to go. the colors were so bright and beautiful up until i was alone in the woods where it turned on me. john fucked with me and it ended up turning out pretty bad. the other thing i didnt like is the crazy presence of aliens i felt, it was proably just something i got in my head at the time and it went too far when i was alone in the woods. i know its stupid but part of me still wonders now if there could be aliens, but i even thought there was def a huge possibility of aliens before this trip.
i will trip again because usually i eat two good hits and its always a good time. ill see how that goes in a good environment and take it from there, but i def wont take that much until i work my way up again, because honestly i underestimated lsd because i usually only ate 2 hits not 4 and a half of bomb shit which was on a completely different level. but anyways, thanks for reading. any comments would be appreciated. and sorry its so long and not well written. i typed it fast and wanted to show how i felt best even though theres still so much stuff i either couldnt remember, explain, or am at a loss of words for.
so it was a friday night and i was already pretty drunk and decided to eat the 4 and 1/2 hits of strong blotter i had. i would never eat this many unplanned but for some reason i was drunk and stupid and just ate them. also my friend who does a good bit of acid told me he tripped hard off two hits but he usually eats a lot more hits so he told to be careful. its hard to remember everything that night probably because i was drunk and tripping hard but here is my best shot of explaining everything...
id say within 25 mins i was beginning to trip. i was seeing amazing colors and patterns everywhere. and i was hysterically laughing non stop like the type of laugh where u push all of ur air out and its higher pitch than normal. my friends thought it was great but there was one cranky bitch that was pissed off cuz i was laughing so much and just talking a bunch of nonsense and sayin funny shit. i was later told we went to burger king where i saw some other friends and apparently was very excited to see them...yelling and laughing in joy of seeing them lol. i was also told we went to walmart which i dont remember at all but they wanted me to stay in the car but i insisted in going in. my friends told me i was being loud and obnoxious and laughing in the store and u could def tell i was tripping balls.
then my friend john dropped everyone else off and we went to his grandmas house where he lives to pull some gravs. at this point i was really tripping hard and felt like i was in a different world. I was seeing orbs and beams of every color imaginable shining in front of me. it was dark out but everything seemed to be lit up in amazing colors and hexagonal patterns and glowing. everything was breathing and warping and twisting along with many many colors. it was amazing. i remember i was overwhelmed at one point and couldnt even speak very well and i took a huge breath and was like "woa..so many... colors". and my friend obviously wasnt on my level because he only ate 1 hit of weaker acid, so he was like what r u talkin about. i was like holy shit dude if only u could see what i see and feel how i feel right now. it was overwhelming but good at the same time. it wasn't too much to handle. but i remember feeling as if i was going crazy or never going to be able to get my normal mind back. it seems like every time i take acid depending on how much i feel like this more or less. anyone else notice that?
i remember i looked at the clock and it read 10:30pm. i couldnt comprehend the time at all it really had no meaning to me. i also couldnt tell how long anything was going on for. i remember looking around and it was dark out but everything was glowing with so many bright colors. but for some reason i felt like it should have been light out, it was like i didnt think night even exists. i asked my friend "dude why is it dark out?" i couldnt comprehend why it was dark. i didnt realize what night even was. my friend was like wtf are u talking about its 1030. even though it had been dark before i even started tripping, it still didnt make any sense to me. also i felt very woken up at this point like a lot of energy.
my ego was completely altered because the way i was perceiving myself and just how things were at the time was very odd and different. i was very confused about what we were doing but i still continued to laugh and say random shit that iv never really even talked about or said before. i said words i never even knew that i knew. we were joking with each other but it was weird because we kept both saying the same things and thinking of the same shit. we even completed each other sentences. which we thought was very weird.
after smoking and sitting in his car laughing my balls off and playing bejewled on my itouch we ended up having to leave cuz we were being to loud. but i remember trying to use my phone and i couldnt work it. and i called my girlfriend and i like couldnt hold a conversation, i dont even know what i said but she knew i was fucked up and not just drunk. she hung up and i completely forgot about it two mins later. but i kept getting really excited and loud and everything was so funny. john kept telling me to be quite but then i think i was in a loop kinda because i kept laughing and talking loud. then being like oh shit we gotta be quite. then one sec later i would laugh and talk loud and be like oh shit we gotta be quite over and over lol.
so we left his house and i had no clue where we were, what we were doing, or anything. we were in my hometown which i know very well but i had no fucking clue where we were. nothing looked familiar at all and i was overwhelmed with the glowing colors and patters and warping and a heavy state of confusion. i was in a very good mood and happy but definitely with some anxiety. everything felt very different. a lot more different than ever in my past tripping experiences. i cant describe how i felt. it was a little overwhelming and i had some nerves and i was breathing kind of weird i remember. but at the same time i was really happy and liking it. the darkness with everything glowing in amazing colors was just indescribably amazing. i could tell my eyes were wide open and pie eyed (someone else also said u could tell i was tripping hard by the way my eyes looked and like focused in). i was very alert and all my senses were like keen and very aware. but at the same time i was a mess and i would think about something that seemed important, forget about it, then wonder what was so important. and i would forget things that happened just minutes before.
i guess my friend john was just taking us for a drive until we found something. but when we were driving i kept thinking john didnt know the road or i didnt think he could drive well. i thought he was really fucked up too. i kept sayin woaaa johnny slow it down there buddy. oh shit were only goin 30 nvm. then id be like oh shit man corner. over and over. and he was like dude i know the road and im not that fucked up. but he was definitely a little fucked up. then kept turning the light on to look for a lighter but i thought he was just like freakin out so i kept turning it off lol. he would like slow down and pull over and turn the light on but the way he did it or the way i saw it looked like he was like going nuts and didnt know what he was doing. idk if he really was like freakin out and tripin hard or if thats just the way i saw it. he asked me if i could find the lighter but everytime i would try to look for it i would get side tracted with something else. he then was getting mad at me cuz i kept forgetting to get the lighter, and i kept turning off the light when he turned it on and when he slowed down i was like noo dont stop go go. he was getting pissed tho and it made me feel uncomfortable and i couldnt tell if he was serious or not.
then i started to get really nervous about driving. i thought he couldnt drive good and i thought the cops were gonna get us because we kept pulling over and just acting weird late at night. the drive seemed like it was never going to end and i felt like i had to pay attention to the road in order to stay alive. plus i felt a lot of tension because he was getting mad at me for everything and it was fucking with me. it really seemed like we were driving for like 10 hours but it was about 45 mins. corners and signs came up so fast like they just popped up from no where. my friend said i repeated myself a lot on the ride back. thats where i think the trip started to turn bad because of the driving thing and him being a douche.
i remember we were talking about something i cant remember what it was but we both got really weirded out and we we kept finishing each others sentences almost like we were connected mentally cuz of the acid, like telepathy kind of. but the next day he told me he was like fine but i know for a fact he was tripping pretty good for a while cuz he told me he wasnt ok at one point and he seemed like he was overwhelmed by his little bit. and he couldnt remember the conversations we had either. he did say he did remember it getting weird tho. but idk if my mind was just making up the weird conversations between us or what but i was very disillusion at that point. and just when i thought it couldnt get any weirder he started talking as if he were a robot. he said something like "we - must - get - the..." i dont remember the rest but it was something about the universe or something. it was really weird and i didnt know what the hell it was. i thought it was like an alien talking through his body or something. it was so weird. i still dont know if that was all in my head or if he just couldnt talk right or what lol.
i was getting pretty nervous but still not having a terrible time i just didnt want to be driving anymore. i knew if we went somewhere good i would be fine because i was loving all of the colors and everything was funny as hell. but he then he told me that we were almost at my house. and i kept being like were not going to my house and he was like no but u are but i didnt understand. then apparently he said we were at my house. i didnt get it i was like why r we here. he was like i need to go home and ur goin here. but i still didnt even realize we were right infront of my house. i thought he was joking and i guess i wouldnt get out no matter what he said. then he picked up his phone and said he was going to call the cops if i didnt get out. it was really fucking with me because it didnt even seem like my friend john at all. but i got scared and went ohhh SHIT! and he said i ran right out of his car cuz i apparently thought he really would call the cops lol.
i dont remember anything after stepping out of the car but i guess i must have stumbled into my neighbors yard and was laying on a leavey hill right at the woods line near his driveway. at this point i had completely forgot that john dropped me off and i was alone in the dark woods and i had no idea of where i was, if anything was real, or what was going on at all. i dont remember how i got to the hill but i just remember laying there in a dream like state for i have no clue how long. but i know in total i was in my neighbors yard from 230am-430am
i thought i was in a different world and either died or was about to die and was like stuck in this world either right before death or something. i guess i felt like i was stuck in a dimension right before i was about to die, and i thought i was going to die and be brought to a more peaceful place, but instead i was just stuck in this sick world.i got so thirsty and was just laying on the hill thinking that my death would be any moment. i got visions or mental images of getting in a car accident but then i got images of falling off a cliff into water and drowning. i thought maybe john killed us in his car. but just as i was envisioning this it felt like the hill was pulling me off of it and i thought i only had seconds left before i saw the light and died. i even got really out of breath and felt like i was drowning. and i was talking to myself saying john where are u man and i was like i think this might be good bye everyone.
i started thinking about my family and girlfriend and everything and wishing i could see them. i was talking to myself saying i wish i could have done better for my family and that i was going to die without fulfilling anyone or anything but most of all not be able to see my girlfriend or be there for her cuz she needs me. i was basically in tears and envisioning my death. i was picking out every bad aspect of how i am and i wanted to change it for the better and be the best person i could possibly be. i was also realizing everything that mattered to me in life. i felt as if i had to address all the truths and bad things in my life before i was going to die. and i really really wanted a second chance to be a good person and try my hardest in life. also for some reason i felt the urge to get naked right before i thought i was going to die and be taken out of the world i was in but i remember thinking i dont want my family to see me dead naked lol.
i was so scared to see the light and die, it was like i felt it coming too, i felt a huge buildup in my body but then nothing. it was like an out of body experience because i was having all these envisions and felt so helpless but never tried to move until quite some time. so finally i thought to stand up and walk away from the hill and i started running up it feeling like if i made a change for the good i would make my way out of this. i kept wanting for me to just magically be taken out of this world and have my life again. but nothing changed obviously and i was just stuck in this weird place (neighbors yard) but felt like a purgatory to me and i couldnt understand it. it was getting sickening thinking i was stuck forever. i also remember thinking that i was stuck in this purgatory world forever and i grew old. i remember feeling my face and it felt old and wrinkly. after pacing around the yard not understanding if anything is real or not i started to get very sad and very angry at the same time. i was begging to be able to see my girlfriend the most and my parents second. i wanted to have a second chance at life to do good for everyone. i think i was talking out loud the whole time too. i never even thought to wonder outside the yard because it was pitch black everywhere and the light lit up this one area that i was in. i remember looking at a chevy truck and a hyundai suv and read the license plates which seemed 3d and had a layer of hexagonal shapes twisting above it. i felt like it was a clue to something but i couldnt figure it out. i also remember getting my face really close to the green garage and it was morphing and twisting with patterns i was just mesmerized.
and for some reason i was also thinking and feeling that there were aliens in the presence and idk why but i felt as if i knew that aliens existed and have something to do with the universe and the world. i kept having envisions of alien like things and just being really weirded out by it. i remember i said to myself now i know how the world and the universe works and its fucking really weird. it was really freaky and just bazaar to me. i wish i could remember more details about the alien like things i was seeing within stuff. and its weird because i never even really thought to much about aliens. idk how the whole alien feel even came about.
but after getting so frustrated about the thought of never getting to see my girlfriend or family and not being able to live my life and being stuck in this crazy world forever i freaked out. i have no idea why but whipped my cell phone, itouch, wallet, and money in my pockets all over my neighbors driveway and yard. (and for some reason idk why i never thought to call anyone on my phone. i felt completely alone and helpless.) i was like i dont fuckin need this shit anymore! and i punched one of their cars and picked up those things that automatically wrap up a hose and smashed it all over the driveway. i didnt even realize what i was doing.
my neighbor in which i was later told had his pistol out and ready. opened his window above and yelled who is that and what the fuck are you doing. i was completely lost from reality but when i heard his voice i kind of snapped into it for some reason i said "ahhh im looking for my girlfriend" and i said i was really drunk. then all i remember hearing is the cops are on there way. instantly i went OH SHIT and booked toward the woods and the hill i was laying at. i got caught up on this wire fence that i didnt even see at all. but i just mauled through it and ran down this steep hill which was all woods. i kept sprinting and falling, i couldnt see much of anything. i was running through swamps and i lost one of my shoes. then i found this other little hill and just layed down. moments after i saw 3 diff lights searching for me. i assumed it was the cops. i still couldnt even tell if anything was real or not but i knew to stay away from cops.
they searched for a long time and when i saw the flashlights turn the other way i ran over and then up toward the road which i still didnt know was my road. as i was running, the foot that was soaked and had no shoe on it felt as if it were a stub foot because it was cold. i later had to verify that it wasent a stub because at the time it really felt like it. but anyways, i ran across the road and into these other woods in which i got stuck in pricker bushes and just gave up and layed down looking up at the sky which was slightly moon lit. the trees were pulsing and everything looked like it was veiny and everything had such a creepy vibe to it. i even took both my contacts out for no reason so i then couldnt see very good ontop of barely being able to see with all of the warping and colors and such. i layed in the woods completely disconnected with reality waiting for something to save me. it was terrible.
i got very cold because i was wet and it was about 40 degrees and it was starting to get a tiny bit light but no sun at all. i was still very confused and not intouch with reality. the whole night i couldnt tell if anything was real with my envisions and ideas and hallucinations but i knew to stay away from cops no matter what incase that part of the trip was real. i decided i was going to try to walk out to the road and try to find something. i noticed a car drove by a bunch and i think it was a cop car but couldnt see good. but after i ran out towards the road. i literally walked 50 feet and saw my white fence. for once i could actually recognize something finally i was like OMG my house but then i looked at it and it was huge and seemed a lot more lit up than normal. but i ran down my driveway anyway and it all looked familiar and i was so happy that i found my house and it was real. it was as if i had been reborn because at that point i knew i was home and it was all a bad trip.
i went inside i remember reading 430 on the clock still not really comprehending it and also still tripping a lot visually and mentally but at last i knew i was alive and safe. i woke up at 830 i looked around and everything was still waving a little bit. but i felt myself again just a little traumatized and weirded out.
i remembered now that it was my neighbors yard the whole time so a bit later i snuck up there to look for my stuff. luckily, i found my itouch with minimal damage and also found my wallet and a gift card but i knew i threw a few dollars too but couldnt find them or my cell phone. turns out my dad called my phone later that day and my neighbors had it. they told him that i was really drunk in there yard smashing shit. i had to pay them 50 dollars for breaking the hose thing to get my phone back. and of coarse i gave them my dearest apologies.
looking back on the trip it was amazing at first and would have been amazing had a been with a better friend and had a place to go. the colors were so bright and beautiful up until i was alone in the woods where it turned on me. john fucked with me and it ended up turning out pretty bad. the other thing i didnt like is the crazy presence of aliens i felt, it was proably just something i got in my head at the time and it went too far when i was alone in the woods. i know its stupid but part of me still wonders now if there could be aliens, but i even thought there was def a huge possibility of aliens before this trip.
i will trip again because usually i eat two good hits and its always a good time. ill see how that goes in a good environment and take it from there, but i def wont take that much until i work my way up again, because honestly i underestimated lsd because i usually only ate 2 hits not 4 and a half of bomb shit which was on a completely different level. but anyways, thanks for reading. any comments would be appreciated. and sorry its so long and not well written. i typed it fast and wanted to show how i felt best even though theres still so much stuff i either couldnt remember, explain, or am at a loss of words for.
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