The Warden
Bluelighter
I hate how life gives me highs and lows. It's even worse that it can be a day to day change, sometimes in the same day. Right now I'm in the middle trying to keep my chin up. I talked with Brianne and said some things that I needed to say. She also said some things that she needed to say, some were hard to hear. But I'm glad that the stress is mostly gone, as far as things are with her.. Got a new job two weeks ago, so that's nice. Going to starstruck next weekend so I get my "therapy" that will definitely help. I'm a type of person that doesn't take things to get messed up, when I use them I talk to myself and figure out what I'm doing wrong and what I need to do to change them. But I also like to feel amazing..
Brianne goes out of town for a couple weeks on Tuesday so it will be very hard for me to not see her, that makes me sadface. Hopefully we can hang out before she goes, otherwise I will be even more sadface..
I guess that's all for now. Hope the next post is on a positive note. She's given me advice on how to stay positive as well as the people that have posted on this thread. To her and you I must say thank you from the bottom of my fragile heart and mind. Have a good day/night, wherever you live.
My first day of trying to be positive started by me sending her a picture of our beautiful Wasatch Front sunrise with the following words: May the sun always shine on you and brighten up your day; much in the same way that you will always shine and brighten up other peoples day.
Brianne goes out of town for a couple weeks on Tuesday so it will be very hard for me to not see her, that makes me sadface. Hopefully we can hang out before she goes, otherwise I will be even more sadface..
I guess that's all for now. Hope the next post is on a positive note. She's given me advice on how to stay positive as well as the people that have posted on this thread. To her and you I must say thank you from the bottom of my fragile heart and mind. Have a good day/night, wherever you live.
My first day of trying to be positive started by me sending her a picture of our beautiful Wasatch Front sunrise with the following words: May the sun always shine on you and brighten up your day; much in the same way that you will always shine and brighten up other peoples day.
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