Why is it said that modafinil isn't soluble ?

[Juicewrldfan]

Personally find modaf much better for concentration issues and wakefulness than caffeine - more focus for much less jitters if you get the dose right.

For me, optimal dose is 65-70mg, 100 MAX. Under 60 I feel nothing, over 85 and I'm risking some jitters. Over 100 I find plain unpleasant.

I wouldn't use it at all if the aim was to get high though, same with caffeine

Yeah I’m an odd one because my brain chemistry is not typical. It gets me high and pleasantly in large doses at first at least then later when the euphoria wears off it is worse than any other stim come down I’ve had. The not sleeping and anxiety/ depression is intense so definitely do not recommend.

Then maybe it’s because I have bipolar disorder so perhaps it triggers a mini manic episode which is where the euphoria comes from. That’s likely it though I thought I read that drug liking was equivocal to Ritalin after 900mg maybe I’m remembering that wrong and it was just a user experience.

All that said again, I do not recommend at all.

Okay I need to hop out of these kind of forums starting to get cravings lol. I have to be cautious as I intend to stay sober. Just lol because all it took was this little post engagement to trigger euphoric recall. I’m good tho. I got church then a meeting so I’m definitely good. Just saying…

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

stims mostly suck anyway - you just gotta remind yourself

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Okay I need to hop out of these kind of forums starting to get cravings lol. I have to be cautious as I intend to stay sober. Just lol because all it took was this little post engagement to trigger euphoric recall. I’m good tho. I got church then a meeting so I’m definitely good. Just saying…

Without wanting to drag you back in, just wanna say listen to your intuition and keep out of any threads/subforums you may find triggering.

Swerve the whole site for a while if need be. Be honest with yourself as to what you find triggering and avoid at all costs I'd say, to give yourself the very best of chances mate because your particular scenario is severe. I think the time between 2 weeks and 2 months sober is the most vulnerable time regarding stim addiction, although the vulnerability is everpresent to some degree

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

it's good to talk about it for some ppl but just try to remind yourself about all the bad things that come with it - and that's what keeps me away from things