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Why do you like dissociatives?

My experience is almost exclusively with DXM. During my most prolific drug sampling years, my main psychedelic proffering peer and I always steered clear of ketamine. We were scared of the addiction potential and UT issues as well as being content enough with LSD & DMT. I never tried MXE as I was regrettably astray from research chemical avenues by the time it got to the mainstream. MXE is probably my #1 most-want-to-try drug.

Anyway, DXM. I used to fuck with it in normal tripping doses, 150-300mg, 300mg being the standard amount for a bottle (of gelcaps or liquid, whichever). I would occasionally go above that amount, but not often. During my last semester of school I frequently attended lecture after drinking a bottle of cough syrup, much to the amusement of my friends and frustration of my professors. At that point in my life it was for escapism and it served me well, apart from the GI issues... heh heh.

Following school I developed a good friend (to this day) who swears by dex. He likes to take 2 15mg caps, which is the serving size recommended on the bottle. I like to take 3, for a total of 45. 30mg is too subtle for me, while 45mg provides a distinct anti-depressant effect that is more reliable than most other substances. It's here that my use of words is going to fail. I don't know how it does it. NDMA are some letters that might mean something. I feel more objective and less anxious. It helps me stop ruminating and instead work in more linear lines of thought. I'm more easily drawn to focus on tasks that are productive, or at the very least not destructive. When I go up to 60mg the effect is even stronger, yet more care has to be taken. Increasing the dose past this point has a pretty direct correlation to becoming "spacier" and closing in on the robo-trip atmosphere. I'll get more detached and start feeling separated from my body and the actions I'm taking. Not that this is bad or unenjoyable--YMMV, as always--it only means that I'm edging into fun over functionality. Keeping it to 45mg is safe. 60mg, that's still pretty safe. I stick to 45mg because there seems to be the most value per mg for the specific intent of not feeling like shit. I buy enough of this crap as it is =D

oh yeah, I'm on DXM right now, in addition to a few other drugs :\ ;)
 
Transcendence said:
I think the major downside is that ketamine, MXE, and similar certainly bring out psychotic tendencies with repeated use in a way I haven't experienced even with strong stimulants. A very strongly reinforced sense of unlikely coincidence, universal harmony, thought-sharing, conspiracy, and ultimately paranoia. I'm not somebody who is prone to this way of thinking normally so I can only imagine what it can bring out in some others.
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That's the fun part. MXE is the only drug that has ever felt like I was truly 'down the rabit hole' hahah. Even psychedelics don't come close to the strange yet comforting warmth of the netherworld of dissociation.
 
The main reason I miss MXE so much is that I've never found another substance that enhances the experience of watching a film nearly as much. I felt as if I was actually in the film, safe but experiencing everything in the first-person and emotionally tuned to the characters. It could be very intense and gave me a whole new appreciation for cinema that lasts to this day.

Overall I think I actually liked MXM more despite it being one of the least popular ones. The most immersive CEV headspace ever experienced. I could immediately visualize anything I imagined in vivid detail with ease while feeling like a toasted marshmallow. I honestly think it wasn't popular because people dosed it the same way as MXE. Insufflation was pointless - you needed to swallow 100-150mg in a capsule. At that dose it was easily more euphoric than any dissociative drug at any dose or method and I have extensive experience with all of them.
 
^ I really like dissos for film/series watching as well. It feels as if I'm actually in the film, and the vision enhancement makes it that much better too. Although higher doses can make it a little difficult to follow the plot.
 
I like to wait till after the hole stage/peak effects before watching stuff on MXE. I couldn't focus on the tv otherwise.

I agree though, MXE changed the way I watched tv. In the comedown effects I'd binge watch Star Trek and stuff like that, shit would trip me out so hard.

It's crazy how much I miss MXE honestly.
 
Ah man bingeing on TV series ended up being one of my favourite things to do on K. It got to the point that I would hold off on watching stuff until a time that I'd have a day or ideally a good few days, maybe a week if I'm lucky, to get deep into a dissociative stupor while doing it. Initially I was still able to follow the plot and keep myself at just the right level to not go too deep to understand what was going on but after a while I'd just be staring at the screen (which was itself floating in some industrial factory themed to match whatever was happening onscreen, of course...) with no idea what was actually going on, I'd re-emerge somewhat at points and have to put the episode back to the beginning because I just hadn't followed anything that happened, or even sometimes binge watch an entire show and realise afterwards I didn't actually understand anything and have to watch it again (either sober, or, probably, on K but slightly less K). Just a messy time drain... I remember watching The OA on K twice, the first time on a holey cocaine comedown where I had very little idea what was happening but it was just so entrancingly weird, and then shortly after the second viewing doing some 3-MeO-PCP and realising that the show was actually a message TO ME SPECIFICALLY so I could realise that I MYSELF was a transdimensional agent of some omnipotent being... 8( ...I would really recommend the OA though, underrated weird show.

I have few pleasant memories of MXE but one of them is of watching a film, I can't remember the plot or what it was called but it featured some guy who went to prison and faked his own death to escape prison or something like that and I remember being resigned to the fact I had been caught doing drugs and was facing some time in prison, and then feeling so moved and sad when I thought the character had died... ah man, good times. Dissociatives have lost their magic for me for the most part but I'm drunk now so am reminiscing. 8)
 
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