Why do I only want to get clean when I am high?

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i really should follow up on my threads. The drug of choice for me was synth cannabinoids. was doing them daily in very high amounts. shit ended up giving me kidney failure and seizures which brought me to rehab. I'm not exactly clean but at least I'm no longer "addicted" to any certain drug. I guess the reason i posted this is because cannabinoids make you think kinda deep about yourself and i knew what i was doing to myself was very bad. but the high was so strong and cheap at the time I just kept on. glad to be done with that stuff

Hey, thanks for the update! So happy to hear you are done with them.