Why Are You A Bluelighter??

luv2luv

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So, just another bout of curiousity - why do you come here?? Do you come here for information? To chat with others who you can relate to? To meet people near you? To pick up? Cause you're bored? What drew you here and what keeps you here. I know many of you will be tempted to say almost ALL of the above, but if you could only give one reason - what would it be??
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If you can't change it - get over it. If you can - do!
 
I guess I keep coming back because I have hundreds of people that I can totally relate too and learn from!! how about yourself?
MaD LoVe
Majestica
MaD HuGs & LoTs Of BeAuTiFuL SmIlEs!!
 
At first, I wanted information. I did E and got all obsessed with knowing everything about it(a good thing I guess) so I came here. I read a few posts and left. Then I decided to reply to a post on Green Loves(my faves) found out I had something in common with others(my luv for them - green loves) then I realized that not only did I share the same fave pill with these people, but they were so nice. I still didn't post much, just read a lot. Then I found people who lived in my area(more in common) and started talking to them. I think it's the love that kept me here. I am such a softie and have so much to give that I love it here. I love typing, getting to know people, getting ideas, sharing stories, making up stupid surveys, and helping people.
Shit - I just blew my own question!!!!!!
One reason eh??????
(Canadian in me)
The bonding - same reason I love E!!!
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If you can't change it - get over it. If you can - do!
 
I first found bluelight way, way back when I had heard about pre-loading, did a web search and the original bluelight discussion board came up. Was perfect timing too... just as I started reading is when it started to liven up, mainly from Dr. Tom vs. Nestor.
Back then the discussions were much more... dry? This was pre-plur and the topics were all about MDMA, neurotoxicity, pre-loading, etc etc. There was ALOT of good info back then (not saying there isn't any now) Guess I was hooked.
Don't get me wrong, this board is awesome... but sometimes I miss the old bluelight too.
-Rob
 
I started coming here to learn about e. I read alot of the posts, and started placing some of my own, and learned more. It's a good board, lots of info, interesting topics stuff like that.
 
Why?
Every message board needs a sarcastic, smartassed, shmoozing, twisted, cynical, creepy, sociopathic, bitter, ridiculous, egomaniacal punk begging for external reinforcement. Where else could I call home? No one else would have me...
I went to the Clearinghouse in search of MDMA info when I was bored at work one night. Someone (maybe barndog?) suggested I check out this board based on one of my responses there. I've been a rash...no...a herpe....hmmm, not quite...a cancer (yeah, that's the ticket) on this board ever since.
BTW, luv2luv...are you a marketing specialist for a multinational conglomerate, a government official specializing in drug interdiction, or a random fuck with on obsessive need to know exactly what the fuck is going on? Don't take offense...I'm a random fuck with an obsessive need to know exactly what the fuck is going on...just thought I'd ask so I knew why the fuck you were constantly posting polls.
...don't mind me...I just like saying "the fuck" whenever possible
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I can't stand the itching but I don't mind the swelling...
[This message has been edited by Mr. Sticky (edited 14 January 2000).]
 
Hey all, im only new to the bluelighters, by only bout 4 days now.... i found this place by accident after looking around for the perth xtc site so i could check some other local pill reports.
Ever since then, i cant leave this place, the ppls are great theres always something new every minute!@
Just a good place to be i spose
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ttfn
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I stumbled onto bluelight last summer
I wanted to get some info about e so i went
to yahoo and typed in mdma and there was bluelight so i read posts about the evil green triangles and like the next day a friend came up to me and was like i've got
green triangles so then i heard how friends
were getting sick so i came back to bluelight
and everyone was getting sick. so then another time i was starting to build a tolerance and i asked what i should do and the replies were very helpful.. so i guess i keep coming back because i always find good
advice and I have met some AWESOME PEOPLE
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[This message has been edited by tj-e (edited 14 January 2000).]
 
PILLCAT! Showed me this site sometime at the end of 1998...when it was the OLD OLD board..I posted under a few alias's, got a little bit of info, and that was that.
I didn't have my own compooter then, so it was just whenever I was at school that I could look at it.
THEN. I got my own comp, and have been an addict since. I think I started posting like crazy in about August. I haven't stopped. Honestly. BUT you all know this already.
At first visiting the board was about the info. I think that's why some people miss the old board so much. You know what I think happened? We learned so much so fast, and new research hasn't really come to light yet (well not much anyway) so alot of us have lost the passion for research. We've kind exhausted our resources right now. That's not to say I still don't have a heap to learn, and with each new member comes something to new to find out about BUT, I think this board is no longer a place where *I* would search for HARDCORE info. It's a starting place, and that's fine.
It's a good place to learn about things if you don;t have the capacity to be able to translate kilometers of scientific babble. Someone here can usually help you understand it.
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I miss the inimacy of the old board too though. I miss the fact that it wasn't ALWAYS ABOUT PLUR. The fact that we could still bond, and get along and have common interests without having to shelter under the acronym we all know, and dare I say it, love, PLUR. Sure people said it sometimes...but it was more of an underlying, subtle thing.
BUT, this board has it's advantages too. I LOVE seeing the friendships that have formed. There are WAY more meetups happening on this board than ever before. I think that's the way to go!
I love the fact that every time I log onto this board, I get excited about reading new posts. I get joy out of funny posts, I feel good when I help someone out, I love providing entertainment with my posts, whether they be abusive and rude (??), stupid and dumb or sad and whingy.
I love letting you people learn a little bit more about me in every single post.
I love being totally sincere after a week full of ranting and raving and silly sexual innuendoes. I love watching to see if anyone takes me seriously after this post.
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I Love Bluelight.
I Do.
I'm Pathetic.
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sunshine,smiles and stardust
mona
 
People take you seriously? Who do ya gotta screw around here to be taken seriously?
 
Well I don't seem to be screwing anyone at the moment Sticky so, I guess the answer would be:
THE HELLO KITTY VIBRATOR!
You SO have to get icq Mr. Or do you already? Are you holding back? Is apples the ONLY one who has your number? Selfish little whore..I'll git her.
Oh...sorry..uuuhhh.. PLUR, apples, PLUR
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Sorry sister, no ICQ for you...or anyone else for that matter. My mind and fingers don't work fast enough to follow an actual chat line (oops, not really a chat line, oh well..ignore that and pay attention to the rest); plus we use my flatmate's computer for our internet connection, so I'm not about to give his # out, not that I even know it.
No, this is the only medium for conversing with my bad self...maybe someday we'll move on to e-mail...and by the end of the summer, maybe you'll even have pictures of me (if you beg apples hard enough...and by the way, I want pictures of that!). Until then, I am merely Mr. Sticky, the headless, voiceless, clueless, and classless wonder of bluelight. Fear my power...
Oooh! Oooh! Check out your FUCK YOU post...I was serious again! Squirrel these memories away for the days when bullshit seems to ooze out of my every pore...
"selfish little whore," eh? Who else does that sound like? Hmmm...it's right on the tip of my brain, but I just...can't...seem...to place it...
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I can't stand the itching but I don't mind the swelling...
[This message has been edited by Mr. Sticky (edited 14 January 2000).]
 
Apples was so touched about your reply to my post, that she called me up at work to read it out to me.
Thanks babe, I know underneath that Moist and Sticky exterior you have an equally Moist and Sticky heart.
LOL, sounds like an ad for a Betty Crocker microwave cake huh?
 
nevermind...it was a stupid thing to post.
(this particular post, not the FUCK YOU post)
Why can't we delete these puppies anymore?
[This message has been edited by Mr. Sticky (edited 14 January 2000).]
 
first,i came to bluelight for all the e info, but, now, i come to bluelight for the e info and to read all the posts and laugh from all the drama here!
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hate not fear, but fear hate!
 
Yeah, I came to Bluelight looking for e info to. But now, if I don't check in everyday, it just doesn't seem right, even though I don't post that often.
Actually, I really just love reading about all the unreal people here!! I can spend hours and hours on here, thanks to you all for being here!!!!
much love, Chania
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oops, sorry bout that!!!!!
Chania
[This message has been edited by Chania (edited 14 January 2000).]
 
Started out on the old bluelight clearinghouse-page. When it closed down I guess I wanted more info on E and started to search the net for new websites. This one came up on yahoo, and now I've been a bluelighter since 17 November 1999.
I love all the PLUR, all of you guys and being able to "talk" openly about drugs without being judged by anyone.
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Let yourself be loved. Let love be yourself.
PLUR, Loonie :)
 
although I am mad at you luv2luv, I must say that your post is exactly like what happened to me, even down to the pill (Green loves in August)
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If it seems as if I can roll harder than others, it is only because I have rolled on the shoulders of giants
 
Wow, it must be fate!! I'm dumping my boyfriend so we can be together!!
Ya right!! You're too perverted for me!
O.K as of right now I'm stopping this whole pervert thing. It's not funny anymore
O.K?
pervert...................
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If you can't change it - get over it. If you can - do!
 
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