Yeah it really was quite the shock and really brutal
Was feeling ok mentally, some irksome nerve pain , had it on script from the doc to try for that. Then suddenly life was unbearable, not worth living even an hour longer and I was genuinely making plans to end it like there and then, wtf. Errrrrrr.
I remember telling the doc a week later and he was wide-eyed and wrote "allergic" on my notes and advised me not to take any more. Amazingly enough I'd kinda intuited that all by myself! Yeah, was extreme dysphoria