Ever since trying to commit suicide by oding on duloxetine and other serotinin agents, I gave myself mild serotonin syndrome 2 weeks after having coviid. I never have been the same. Since then and after starting transitioning mtf, I've been raped multiple times, and sexually assaulted. I now seem to be taken advantage of by everyone, or robbed. I literally lost all my valuablesbut my laptop and a speaker on the 26th before going to the hospital for surgery. People I know stole hundreds of dollar, knowing the fluoprazolam was supposed to last months, and I was going to use my new phone to call my ex to set up skype visits on my tablet after years of not talking to my kids. well phone and tablet are gone. replaced the phone and its gone again less than a month later. i still haven't been able to get new glasses, and set up consuling/iop, no I am abpit to lose my apartment if I cant come up with 105 dollars by the end of the month, and that means giving up my dog. I want to die, but I want to see my kids one more time and hug them