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Where does your heart lay?

frostyangel

frostyangel

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How many times..
Have you been
heart broken?

I know that you
had to at least
have felt it once,

the emptyness,
leaving from one
to another..

so many problems,
too many lies,
was there cheating?
did it become hatred?
and when did you stop crying?
can we ever erase the aching...

Here are my hands
that I own..

Sometimes that seems
like not enough..

Not proud enough to
ask for help..

I remember the
loneliness..
that would reach
around the walls
of my heart...

Wishing that there
were a set of strong
hands that I could
borrow..

I want to believe
in you..

You offer your
hands...you're knowing
me better than I
thought I let it
show..

How do you read my
face.. when I try
to make it blank..

I don't want to not
dream.. of what things
would be like of you
and me..

I do live for today..

But tomorrow is lying
on your promise..and
my heart..which I hold
your words so dear..

I know that we can
say this everytime..

But honestly..I never
felt this before..

I can't explain how
I feel when your in
my arms, and how I'm
afraid when you leave
that you won't come
back..

every moment of everyday
I think of your smiling
face and I can just
replace all the moments
that broke my heart,

I look around me
and nothing is right
for anyone.. how can
we promise forever
when thats the only
words I ever knew
that never come true.

Please, don't blame me
it's just the past..
I am trying to let it
go with everyday you
know me.
 
Please, don't blame me
it's just the past..
I am trying to let it
go with everyday you
know me.
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that's not an easy goal you have there... i aim for it everyday of my life. it DOES get easier, i can tell you that. but there are times when shadows of the past jump in front of me, whether i want them there or not. sometimes something will happen and my mind will want to think "you know where that's leading" and i have to force those thoughts away, but the past is not just this thing that happened... it etches a timeline on your soul, and nothing can erase it. as much as happy moments will never leave us, neither will those hurtful things which helped us learn, grow, and be stronger.

i hope whoever this someone is, they help you realize that the past only repeats itself, if you let it.
 
I don't want to not
dream.. of what things
would be like of you
and me..
***
I look around me
and nothing is right
for anyone.. how can
we promise forever
when thats the only
words I ever knew
that never come true.
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i've been thinking about that for a while, and you wrote it out. it's something i'm still trying to cope with, and get over - just be careful not to let it eat at you too much. *hugs* xoxo

good work as always :)
 
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