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when/why did you drop your first rolls

My first time was probably the best ever! haha. [:
I was 16, and my best friend and I decided to do it one night.
We both dropped 1 pill, and we were sooo nervous waiting for the come up.
We smoked some cigarettes and after about 45 minutes got bored of waiting and decided we wanted to go over to my friends house to swim.. we thought we must have got bunk pills.
My friend called her mom and asked her to come get us (haha) I was too scared to drive.. just in case.
All of sudden my friend is like "KAYLEE! WALK AROUND! I feel so light!" and I turn around and she's running around my room on her tiptoes. We both start laughing and walking around all over the place like retards... our eyes started dilating and we were freaking out about what her mom was gonna say.
Anyway, her mom picks us up and the whole drive is the best time i've ever had in my life. I'm chillin in the backseat staring at all the lights, dancing and singing to the music... my friend is sitting in the front and every time her mom tries to talk to her she turns the music up louder so we wouldn't have to talk or look at her. [:
Once we finally got back to her house we bumped some techno and danced around in her room for hours... it was a blast! Definitely my favorite time ever. [:
I didn't know much about the drug, so I had absolutely 0 expectations.
The next day was pretty bad, we couldn't sleep or eat at all.
Totalllly worth it though!
 
I rolled for my first time about a year ago. I had only smoked weed, drank, xanax, and tramadol before this. I had researched it a lot and made the decision that I wanted to do it and my two best friends got some for us. It was myself, my fiance, and them two.
We planned out the whole night and spent most of it in his garage or outside. My bestfriends took theirs first and my fiance and I waited about 20 minutes to take ours just because we wanted a little "heads up" of whats to come. I ate one pill. It wasn't until after I ate it that I become scared and extremely nervous. Everyone else felt it before I did. I got pretty annoyed that I was the only one not feeling anything at one point which was good because it distracted me from being scared, and it took about 50 minutes for it to hit me. And hit me it did.
I was standing outside in the driveway and there was a pretty steep hill in the yard. I looked down it and I felt reallyyy high up and felt a warm, comfortable feeling wash over me. I looked away and was like, woah. Then I looked back and the feeling kept growing and growing and growing. Then out of nowhere, the most intense feeling hit me. All I could do was smile really big and giggle and keep saying, "omg, this is amazing, omg". I went to sit inside the garage and I started to have a panic attack. I just kinda sat there and felt how intense it kept getting and for some reason I started feeling really bad. I guess it scared me. I said, "Guys, I'm about to have a freak out." in a really calm voice, and they got me outside and I immediately felt better. (ever since then, being outside has always given me the best rolls. its so calming and amazing to me.)
For the rest of the night, I smoked cigarettes, threw glowsticks, talked with everyone, and laid with my fiance in the grass talking about how much we loves each other.
When it became the early morning, before daylight, and we were all coming down, my fiance and I left to go to his house where we made love.
Then we went to my house and sat outside and looked at how beautiful the world was in the bright morning sun and talked about how good life was. Then we went inside and fell asleep together.

Such an amazing experience. :)
 
First time was in Vegas. I am a big guy mind you 280lbs+ and never thought drugs could hit me so hard. All my friends were rollers and I was the one non roller. So curiousty killed the cat. I told them to give me one of them things. I popped the molly around 1am and come 2am I am complaining telling everyone this shit dont work , I'm to big for this - then WAAAPAA . It hit me like a Billy Mays infomercial. I was dancing and signing and talking to girls I never thought was possible. That night my friends dubbed me the "Vanilla Gorilla" and it has stuck since..MDMA + friends + vegas = insane fun.
 
I was 22, bored, hanging with some friends at my fraternity house. Fuck it, there was nothing better to do. Dropped one, rolled for a few hours. Didn't party or anything, but it was still an experience that I gained a lot of knowledge and excitement from. 2 years later and now I like to drop on a regular occasion. Truly is a fun and enlightening drug.
 
Was 18 out with friends and seen a few of them take some pills and asked for one. I had no idea what MDMA should feel like but my first pill most likely contained a low dose of methamphetamine. About 1 month later my brother gives me a large bag of pills and I brought them into work to see if anyone wanted any. My friend convinced me to take half a pill at work, I thought it would be similar to my previous experience (small dose of speed) but I was wrong. I sat in a semi trailer with the doors closed and the radio cranking rolling hard, first MDMA experience. I'm not really for taking drugs at work but we had minimal work and some days we would spend the whole day playing cricket/messing around/drinking etc.
 
ok me... VERY late 20's... LOL, well that was the first time i experianced it all! befor that it was early 20s and 1/2 of weak ills don't really do alot!

But about 3 months back 1 full strong Puma did it 4 sure!
I was so scared and praying and debating on weather or not to go to the hospital! I thought great thats it, how stupid is it to die like this....
THEN I seen a GREEN stopLight.... I was rollin he wasn't... and he was driving...
AND all the sudden I was in love!! When we drove under it I wanted to cry because I couldn't take the light with me, and i loved it so!
from that sec on it was a roller coster of me loving my hubby and then sitting very still and focasing on breathing and wondering if this is how i was suppose to feel....

SOOOO GLAD we did it!
 
I was 25 (last year!)- my best friend was telling me he wanted to share the experience with me (he had rolled 2-3 times before only) and some other close friends. I was terrified. MDMA was my first narcotic...I think I spent 2 hour eating one pill tiny piece by tiny piece (LOL!)...once I realized I wasn't going to die, and I felt surprisingly clear and in control, and I wasn't compelled to make out with everyone around me...I realized how lovely and natural the feeling was. My first experience was actually very mild (but very positive). If you told me prior to that night, that I could love E so much I'd actually spend regular time on a message board about it, own a testing kit, or go to great lengths to get it....I'd think you were nuts, and that it was impossible. I'm sure, equally, that if someone told me MDMA has improved their life and their perspective of themselves, the world, and others, I would have thought they were crazy. Though the journey has certainly had negative aspects to it, I'm extremely happy MDMA has entered my life, and it's been more beautiful than I could have imagined.



I JUST tries E last weekened with my Wife and a couple friends and this part is what really gets me. Prior to the weekeend my wife and I had been struggling, just weren't happy.. Everything seem to be going down the tubes. Honestly after that experience we shared Friday and even a little on Saturday night we feel completely re-connected and everything is GREAT. Granted, its only been a few days, but I am completely astonished. I feel all giddy and back in love like I was years ago when we first moved in etc etc. We are very responsible, good jobs, great little kid but I think we plan on doing E once every 6 months or so to help stay connected and keep our relationship strong.


Do any other couples do this as well?
 
First time I dropped was a green asterisk. I only took half, because I had no clue what I was in for. I definitely rolled, it was just a taste, and a opportunity to see E for what it is.

First time I truly ROLLED was when I had molly for the first time. Hollllllyyyy fuuuuuuuuuck. Was up in a hotel just completely rolling bawls with a couple other buddies. Eye wiggles like crazy, bumping music, and sociable as a motherfucker. Lights looked very amusing too.
 
I JUST tries E last weekened with my Wife and a couple friends and this part is what really gets me. Prior to the weekeend my wife and I had been struggling, just weren't happy.. Everything seem to be going down the tubes. Honestly after that experience we shared Friday and even a little on Saturday night we feel completely re-connected and everything is GREAT. Granted, its only been a few days, but I am completely astonished. I feel all giddy and back in love like I was years ago when we first moved in etc etc. We are very responsible, good jobs, great little kid but I think we plan on doing E once every 6 months or so to help stay connected and keep our relationship strong.


Do any other couples do this as well?

YES SIR!!! It will LAST more than a couple of days... we are going on 3 months since our first time together ...well first time ever! You will still have your fusses but they won't be anything big cause the love and connections are reasured!!!
 
My first time was good but I found my second one to be the greastest. Only because I took half the first time and for my second I took a whole. But anyways on with the story.

I was at a metal festival when my chick mate askd me if i wanted to try e I instantly said yes after hearing stories from others saying how much of a great experience it is. So she grabs one and we both drop half a green clover ea. So aftr bout half hour I'm waitig for a mate to get sum food then bam! I decide to sit on the grass and feel it because it feels amazing and there's butterflies in my stumoch. my chick mate then comes over and I tell her how awesome I feel. she than decides to take me to a small place in the concert where fans are blowing a mist of water into the air, we stand if front of this for ages it was like nothing I had ever experienced. Hence my love for MDMA ever since ^.^

Edit: i was 16 btw :)
 
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My first time wow....this brings back memories...all those rolls ago! :D thinking back.....i cant even remember what kind of pill I first popped but I was at a party doin the usual....smoking some weed, drinking some beers and a friend offered me a pill because he knew i had never rolled before...so i took half....an hour passed by..and still nothing had hit me so i decided to take the other half....another hour later still nothing hit me so me and my friends decided to just leave and go to my house to smoke more weed as my parents were out of town that weekend...right before i take the first hit out of the first bowl......BLAM im rolling balls! hit me like a ton of bricks and ive been hooked since ;D
 
I had been living on an aircraft carrier for six months. I spent about three months in indonesia doing humanitarian operations with my company. We were infantry Marines that deployed all over the Pacific Rim that year.

While I was on guard duty, my buddy started telling me stories about raving in the bay area and just how great this ecstasy thing was. After the Indonesia mission, we found ourselves on liberty in Hawaii at a club called "1738." I accidentally bumped into the story telling friend and he introduced to a hot, fine euro chick named "Petra." She gave me my first dose, a white spade.

The rest is history.
 
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