im trying
we currently live together until end of month i move out
i need to make sense of the last 4 years of the lie i was living and spot all the mistakes i made with my judgement
figuring out that the person who lived with me for years is really another person is hard for me to swallow right now
i was a weak target
i had weak boundries
i wasnt as smart as i thought
i wasnt the hot shit i thought i was