55 days clean off opiates after 5 years of I'll estimate between 100-500mg of morphine a day. Thought i'd be feeling a little better at this point and thinking maybe it's not coming off the opiates and more how much i've let my health and fitness go to garbage. Was reasonably healthy and fit before but that all went by the wayside.
No major withdrawal symptoms but still can't sleep, always feel an almost electrical vibration, no energy and absolutely no motivation to do anything, anhedonia is still going strong. I'm also gaining weight like crazy.
I don't think it would take much to relapse which logically i find crazy and for now i've been able to remove all temptation and access but that wont always be the case. Thinking maybe if I convince myself that my fitness is to blame for feeling like this it might reduce some of that temptation.
Any thoughts?
No major withdrawal symptoms but still can't sleep, always feel an almost electrical vibration, no energy and absolutely no motivation to do anything, anhedonia is still going strong. I'm also gaining weight like crazy.
I don't think it would take much to relapse which logically i find crazy and for now i've been able to remove all temptation and access but that wont always be the case. Thinking maybe if I convince myself that my fitness is to blame for feeling like this it might reduce some of that temptation.
Any thoughts?