I cannot get off opiates. I have voluntarilly served warrants in jail (3 months) joined the army 2( 2 years). and moved to a different city twice to get away
from heroin. Been to Detox 6 times resident twice. I will get clean but the junkie in me knows how to get dope in any situation and will snuff it out and im back on getting sick not being able to function without. I cant take this struggle anymore. I don't know what else to do, I have have done everything, am I just a junkie for life? I iwsh I had a gun or enough xanax and dope. any advice besides the usual becuase ive followed that to no avail.
from heroin. Been to Detox 6 times resident twice. I will get clean but the junkie in me knows how to get dope in any situation and will snuff it out and im back on getting sick not being able to function without. I cant take this struggle anymore. I don't know what else to do, I have have done everything, am I just a junkie for life? I iwsh I had a gun or enough xanax and dope. any advice besides the usual becuase ive followed that to no avail.