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Kvn520

Kvn520

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I used to post here (mostly lurk) and drug-forums back in like 2014/15. DF is dead apparently and this place seems to still be pretty active so I wanted to make an account again, talk to like minded people and all that. I been on heroin 8 years, I was homeless all last year and now I'm back at my parents house at 26 lol. I had to move to the east coast where they're at and dont know a single person here and sobriety sucks balls so decided to get on these kinds of forums again in the main time before I move back west and relapse. Realized I been so caught up in chasing dope all these years I been single for 6 years and dont have any hobbies anymore besides video games so need something to kill time you know. Hope all of you is doing well.
 
Welcome. That post was sad to read. Sad because you are just waiting to get to the other coast to relapse and just killing time until you can.

I'm assuming that staying with your parents for awhile, staying clean and getting a job is out of the question?

Maybe things will start to look up and you can hang there for awhile and get a bit of your life back.

Again, welcome to BL.
 
I'm looking for a job currently, gonna save up money first and all that. I managed to hold a job the whole time I been a junkie until covid last year screwed things up. Sometimes I think about keepin at it cause I'm already clean currently, but I already missed the boat with getting married and all that and that's the only future I ever really wanted besides getting high so idk. It's been too long to figure out how to be normal, interact with regular people and all that. Before I got on dope I was on other drugs since I was 14 so I never really learned how to live any other way and it's just confusing you know? Figure I'm too far behind and until I was homeless I lived an alright enough life, always had dope, a place to live and fulltime work so it could be worse. But if things turn around at some point who knows
 
" Missed the boat on getting married ". You're 26. Good grief don't count it out yet.

You are a normal person. You just have some problems right now.

And yes, life is very confusing when drugs started at an early age ( in your teens )

And yes, it could be worse. Hang in there.
 
Pumpkin2021 said:
" Missed the boat on getting married ". You're 26. Good grief don't count it out yet.

You are a normal person. You just have some problems right now.

And yes, life is very confusing when drugs started at an early age ( in your teens )

And yes, it could be worse. Hang in there.
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I guess you probably right lol, thanks though have a good one!
 
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