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I have a picture of the state i was in that night even tho it was in the early 90's ... am just pondering whether to post it as a warning lol and/or as evidence that mdma was a shit load better back then :) Ahhh the memories of flatliners. Friggin awesome tablets.

Are you from the UK? I remember those flatliners. If they are the same ones, people were warning me that your only meant to take half, me being me, I ignored their advice. Scary strong. I reckon they were MDMA and mda as they were insanely strong.
 
1.) The night before I took some bars, can't recall how many. The next morning I drank an insane amount of coffee and went to the dopehole to get right. I bought four bags and drove to the mcdonalds down the street. Shot all four bags. Decided to call my ex about an upcoming trip. I lost consciousness somewhere in that conversation. Next thing I remember is being pulled out of my car by paramedics...I tried telling them I was just asleep, but the needles and baggies sitting there said otherwise. I got put on a gurney and restrained. In the ambulance they gave me a flood dose of narcan which made me instantly withdrawal...I ended up projectile vomiting up the coffee all over the poor fellow that administered it, I continued to puke and sneeze until we got to the hospital. I guess I was screaming cos they shot me up with dilaudid. Next thing I know, I wake up pull my IVs out and walk back to my car....which was gone. Stuck in the ghetto with no car, no phone, so I ended up chilling with some bums who luckily had a phone so I could call for a ride.

Shit man, do they really not retract driving licenses in the states!?

Not that I'm actually advocating for that practice, but around here probably nobody with a moderate drug problem upwards ever will drive a car again ... ^^
 
No prison /jail stories ? Went to score really sick at hour like 36 so sick my friend who drive ran to the Walgreens bath room to not shit his pants we were waiting for the Mexicans to arrive and deliver a sac and there was a strange bum with a dial phone old school flip phone which confused me this he was starin at me while I was waiting in the parking lot parked in the front passenger seat and the bum comes up to me asks me for a cig which was weird and I said no it just felt awkward he offered to pay 2$ for a cig and I was like "why would a bum pay 2$ for a cig" he was scanning inside the car for drugs and when my connect pulls up he's not the actually connect he's just an illegal Mexican driving for the actual people making the money , and as I walked into his car pay out of no where 9 under covers jump out that have been sitting there the entire time the bum was gone and I knew it was all connected they tried setting up the driver for the supplier and I got caught in the middle by really bad luck.
But the narcs jumped out before he was able to pass me the balloon so I got "attempt possession of narcotics " and released after 20 hour hold I was so cold my shirt was so soaked I was so sick everyone was kicking in van nuys jail if anyone knows and my friend who was in the bathroom waiting for me to score got escorted from inside Walgreens cuffed they watched us from when we rolled up.
We shared bunk bed I was on top my shrirt was as if you dipped it entirely in water soaked freezing shitting next to 40 people and my shirt would hang from the top bed and my friend under would roll into it by accident (gross) I was so sick he'd have to get me water from the sink cause I was to weak to jump down the bed. The doctor there when I told her I'm in heroin withdrawal she asked how old I was "I said 19" she's like "you'll be dead in 5-10 years" gave me some shitty OTC bs got released at 3 am at hour 60-72 like the peak of kicking so cold got home took left over 2 mg k pin and my own blanket pillow and k pin felt like the fastest shot of h at the time compared to being in jail . After a while you forget that though I try to remind myself my case got dropped cause I never possessed the actually drugs I was literally half a second from reaching his hand when they force fully opened the door and literally ripped his mouth open with their hands to get the balloons out I literally almost pissed myself 2 guys pointing gun at me just to watch me fuckin popo... And the red head narc lady just talking shit. Anyways that should have been a sign it was I got clean , for a month lol.
 
Originally Posted by Errol77 View Post
and/or as evidence that mdma was a shit load better back then Ahhh the memories of flatliners. Friggin awesome tablets.That's all just nostalgia mdma is mdma is mdma.
That's also misinformation.
If they were actually flatliners, they would not contain mdma, but 4-mta. Shits really deadly because they release serotonin and are maois, basicly like pma. Errol77 is really lucky he didn't die that night. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/12095660


Most fucked I've ever been? Probably the day after plugging concentrated poppy seed tea. I woke up for class, threw up and my pupils were insanely pinned out. I took 40 mg of amphetamine sulphate, and went to my physics class, nodding out heavily during the lecture and stopping off in the bathroom to dry heave. After that I had a test in my cell signalling class, and got some looks from the professor as I was both nodding and closing one eye and going very close to the paper to read the answers. After that went home, dabbed and had one of the best nods I've had in a long time.

Embarrassing and im pretty ashamed of it, but it has humorous aspects...
 
had 1 ltr of bacardi rum, a whole blister pack of oxycotin (first time having them), handfulls of benzo's. my girlfriend at he time calls me who happens to be a police officer. noticed my slurred speech and asked what i had taken.
then she told me to go outside right now. i did. passed out on the drive way. last thing i remember the ambulance guy saying is "HE'S PINNED (pupils) CODE 0 GOGOGo"
nearly died that night if it wasnt for that woman.
 
I injected TARGIN oxycodone /naloxone , was 100mgs oxy and 50mgs naloxone , I instantly started feeling sick and dizzy and kept throwing up and had diarreah
 
Benadryl and a bottle of wine. I walked to the store to try and get more alcohol but they wouldn't sell it to me. This was embarrassing for me because I'm always in control, always no matter how fucked I am.

Also edible pot with no tolerance I wrote a trip report about it here... to this day I'm still affected by it. I used to be really into wanting to try psychedelics but just the thought of altering my consciousness now freaks me out. Even low doses of DXM freak me out now, I used to do really large doses of DXM, morning glory and nutmeg without blinking an eye. I always wanted to do mushrooms, lsd, etc but I don't think that will ever happen now. It feels like I'll end up in a sanitarium.
 
3-day binge on an almost free 7g bag of a-PVP powder insufflated and vaped (very harsh, caustic vapor/smoke, although provided a prominent rush)+ ingested Thai-strain mushrooms + 1 potent LSD blotter + whatever mg of buprenorphine I was on that day (via BMT/prescription) + high-dose/~6mgs or rather 3 white Xanax bars and copious amounts of weed to come the fuck down of that shit. I just know it was complete hypomania and hedonistic, PVP/drug-fueled frenzy. At >48 hrs- I start to get the paranoia and it's clear to me that an unpredictable stimulant psychosis is creeping up on me. My buddy keeps calling me saying he's w/ some tweakers and they wanted more a-PVP. Being far more powerful in terms of effects/euphoria or rather "excited delirium"/and stimulation properties than crystal M-amp; moreish compound with a harsh comedown = what the fuck did I get myself into. Anyhow, I thought they were just trying to set me up and rob me for the PVP and my money (was moving a little work back then and had a comfortable amount of profit). So I spent hours going back and forth to bend the blinds and see if they were out there or walking up the driveway towards my house, I was having auditory hallucinations of cars pulling up at my house. I spent countless hours, repeating this same paranoid task. Bouncing from my old desktop to check through the blinds over and over, spun out of my goddamned mind. I actually ended up permanently damaging the blinds this night, which had to be replaced. It's really hard to recall a lot my thoughts and events that took place, due to the delirious nature of the compound (something I had experienced w/ MDPV/Meph (4-MMC) packaged together or on their own as "Bath Salts" sold at local headshop and I ended up railing far too much of it, and they were oh-so deceivingly smooth, euphoric, overly prosocial, hypersexual compound(s) at first... passed judgment far too early on those the positive effects). PV's have only left me in a state of psychosis, confusion, and suicidal depression on the comedown, which is certainly not worth the rewarding effects.

I would, in the way of guilty pleasures, IV Mephedrone at a safe, but potent enough dose for this infamous rush I've heard/read about for yrs now since it's been heavily banned. Better, longer, more hedonistic rushing than IV high-purity cocaine, IV potent crystal m-amp, or IV MDMA from what I've heard. Full body and mind orgasm, pleasures beyond what the human brain should experience.

Copious consumption of 2mg Xanax/alpraz bars + deep into IV heroin/cocaine addiction and my homeboy and I owe a hood, black "higher-up" dealer around $150 for a front on weight (was so strung out I was selling caps/0.1g of heroin, but using up a lot and sharing too generously because I was high as fuck on a total of roughly IV half gram de cocaine, 1.5-2g's of high-grade/fent-laced heroin, and often high-end doses of potent benzodiazepines. It ended in us both breaking and entering a house of a weed dealer we both knew, his mom happens to be in the living room watching TV (now it's a home invasion charge if we get hemmed up), she's completely unaware we were in the house! At all! Saw her purse on the table in the kitchen and snagged it. She had like $360-something in cash! We had a grimy, scumbag come-up that day. I felt terrible about it when the zo's wore off, so I shot some more dope to ease the pain.
 
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I would, in the way of guilty pleasures, IV Mephedrone at a safe, but potent enough dose for this infamous rush I've heard/read about for yrs now since it's been heavily banned. Better, longer, more hedonistic rushing than IV high-purity cocaine, IV potent crystal m-amp, or IV MDMA from what I've heard. Full body and mind orgasm, pleasures beyond what the human brain should experience.

Copious consumption of 2mg Xanax/alpraz bars + deep into IV heroin/cocaine addiction and my homeboy and I owe a hood, black "higher-up" dealer around $150 for a front on weight (was so strung out I was selling caps/0.1g of heroin, but using up a lot and sharing too generously because I was high as fuck on a total of roughly IV half gram de cocaine, 1.5-2g's of high-grade/fent-laced heroin, and often high-end doses of potent benzodiazepines. It ended in us both breaking and entering a house of a weed dealer we both knew, his mom happens to be in the living room watching TV (now it's a home invasion charge if we get hemmed up), she's completely unaware we were in the house! At all! Saw her purse on the table in the kitchen and snagged it. She had like $360-something in cash! We had a grimy, scumbag come-up that day. I felt terrible about it when the zo's wore off, so I shot some more dope to ease the pain..
I'd like to try the iv mephredone as well my man.
IV mdma was alright so short lived an it leaves you fuckin geeked.

That second story some shit mayne!

Pretty wild bidness, could use a down nikka like you on my side of the map playa.

OT: most fucked for me was actually iv mdma,
Shot a couple hundred mgs in a couple shots on top of like 10 mgs of xanax just kept shootin an poppin xans.

Woke up from rushing with a mouthfull of xan an spit under my tongue drooling down the front of me when for more xans and ate shit face first to the ground.

Nights a blur after that. Woke up to fam not fun.
 
There really have been way too many times I've been way too fucked up.... my favorite combo is mdma, lsd, ketamine and recently I even threw tequila on it. Don't ask me how. Then again I can drink tequila like it's nothing. However, the most fucked up I ever been has to be when I overdosed on heroin after mixing it with xanax and vodka. That was insanely scary and stupid, but I didn't care back then. I used to do heroin and xanax all the time... but that night it was really good dope and I had to be drinking vodka as well. UGHhhhhhhh

I know don't mix those things together.... should be the disclaimer. However, sometimes I just do everything you shouldn't. I just do drugs like they're nothing and drink alcohol like it's nothing... which is scary, but I am for sure not like how I used to be. 18-21 was my craziest phase to date I think. Hahaha, yeah I am only 22 now, but this year hasn't been like the past ones o.0 Other than that, I do follow harm reduction for the most part, or else I would have already died.
 
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I'd like to try the iv mephredone as well my man.
IV mdma was alright so short lived an it leaves you fuckin geeked.

That second story some shit mayne!

Pretty wild bidness, could use a down nikka like you on my side of the map playa.

OT: most fucked for me was actually iv mdma,
Shot a couple hundred mgs in a couple shots on top of like 10 mgs of xanax just kept shootin an poppin xans.

Woke up from rushing with a mouthfull of xan an spit under my tongue drooling down the front of me when for more xans and ate shit face first to the ground.

Nights a blur after that. Woke up to fam not fun.

I'm bout it brotha! Got mad Xanax/temazepam/k-pin + IV heroin horror stories that are mad blurry.

Always wanted to IV real MDMA or MDA (and I will one day I'm sure, although I appreciate the full-effect-spectrum and duration of MDMA+MDA (far more psychedelia and duration), althought I got high-purity forms of both via presses. I'm definitely down with IV bk-MDMA/Methylone which mad people these days think is supposed to be "Molly" (MDMA); Imagine bellringer IV 'caine (and I yakked my brains out in pleasure) with an intense enactogenic/euphoria, nowhere near the magic of MDMA or MDxx compounds. I'm guessing it's more MPH/coke like DRI properties.

(After 48+ hr IV crystal d-methamphetamine and entering early stages of heroin WD, but analgesia ) IV 25-30mg 4-MeO-PCP (sent to me as "tan" MXE) and vaped/insufflated some to find effects far dirtier, heavy, much longer lasting, confusion-inducing, hallucinogenic/serotogenic, manic, but strangely blank enjoyable dissociation except the residual effects + copious sub'd mg's of etiz pellets + plugged and IV EPH which was mostly overpowered by Methoxydine + IV a-PVP (manic as fuck as this point) + my dude sells me 10 x 5mg diazepam of which all are devoured + cannabis + more 4-Methoxy and cannabis, in moderate heroin WD by the end. My dude drove me to the hood and I shot 0.35g ECP into a pleasant nod + 3mg etiz. I miss my arylcyclo's so much, I'd gladly accept some 4-MeO-PCP again, I had weird sentimental and sometimes disturbing delusions/hallucinations that were pleasantly strange in that dissociative state.
 
I'd had 1.5 grams of mdma crystals, 3 red ups pills 1/8th of weed, 2gs of coke 200ug of acid and about 8/9 pints of cider over the corse of a day and night. The following day u promised to take my girl out for shopping for her birthday and hadnt slept and was crashing hard so I purchased another pill which fucked me up around the city centre I was so Fucked but most fucked I've ever felt off of high amount of ket man and BK-2CB at a 250mg dose really fucked me up I became a cartoon fully hallucinating my friends head expelling a thought bubble on my white washed walls but I was paralysed in a humerus way haha
 
There really have been way too many times I've been way too fucked up.... my favorite combo is mdma, lsd, ketamine and recently I even threw tequila on it. Don't ask me how. Then again I can drink tequila like it's nothing. However, the most fucked up I ever been has to be when I overdosed on heroin after mixing it with xanax and vodka. That was insanely scary and stupid, but I didn't care back then. I used to do heroin and xanax all the time... but that night it was really good dope and I had to be drinking vodka as well. UGHhhhhhhh

I know don't mix those things together.... should be the disclaimer. However, sometimes I just do everything you shouldn't. I just do drugs like they're nothing and drink alcohol like it's nothing... which is scary, but I am for sure not like how I used to be. 18-21 was my craziest phase to date I think. Hahaha, yeah I am only 22 now, but this year hasn't been like the past ones o.0 Other than that, I do follow harm reduction for the most part, or else I would have already died.


Damn girl, I was the same way at that age with mixing the strong downers and alcohol. Thats what killed me actually but somehow I came back... I guess God decided it wasn't my time.

I'm more careful nowadays too but I realize that doesn't mean that drugs still won't kill me eventually.
 
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