This is the best thing I ever did while rolling (taken from my Blog):
I think it's safe to say that I lead anything but a normal life. Sure, if you draw it out, try to make it vague, it sounds pretty typical. High school, some sports, some girl; college, some girls, some parties, some fun times. But, I don't think that if you look at it, it's a normal life at all. Which lately I've been thinking a lot about. About the one thing I'd ever experienced that felt normal. A kiss.
It wasn't just any kiss. It wasn't my first one; that would have other adjectives; sparkly, off-guard, etc. And I didn't want to say that it was my last one (I know, not from a Stallion like me), but as it stands, it was. That's okay. Not a bad thought, not AT ALL! Definitely not a bad one to think about since then; it's actually one of my favorite things to think about.
Right when the world was in beautiful disarray, there it presented itself. It happens all over the world, every day. Millions, probably even billions of times. But not like this. Nothing could even approach this feeling. And I was in quite a circumstance where feeling definitely (you would think) would have mattered. But, it wasn't influenced by that at all. I know that I can say that and be 100% truthful to myself. It wasn't, because it wasn't anything like what I expected it to be.
Imagine time stopping, or at least slowing down to a blissful crawl. Now, during this kiss, everything around me in the world was indeed topsy-turvy, but not in the place I was in. It really embarasses my trying to put words to it, because I'll never be able to, to relate the emotion that I felt right then. It was one that I'd never felt before.
It wasn't comfortable; not in a bad way at all. It just wasn't something that was routine and would happen all of the time. It was alive and vibrant. I don't know if that makes sense, but it's not the same kiss you give to someone where it's like yadda yadda yadda kiss yadda yadda yadda. It was like everything stopped so that I could experience this one thing. It was safe. It was somewhere I wanted to be and somewhere I want to be again. It wasn't just all of this huge emotional explosion going on at one time. It was thie little parts that I could pick out. You do have the cutest tongue of all time. (I'm sorry if that's gross to anyone, but it's a weird thought to have going through your head, even now). It's so small. Not like tiny, but complimentary, if that makes any sense.