* find a job that I like, or am at least happy to go to where you aren't treated bad
* possibly need a second degree as my current one isnt that great and isnt leading many places Im interested in going
* travel; Egypt, America, Europe (France, Italy, Greece among others), little tropical islands
* find that perfect group of friends that you are 100% comfortable with, can talk about anything with, who like you for who you are and will stand by you through everything and anything
* be more open with people and trust them more
* own a modern townhouse close to the city with a cozy backyard that is big enough for me to have a maltese cross dog. Decorate with colours and wrought iron furtinture and make it a place I like being.
* buy a car
* go for weekends away occassionally
* find a guy that I enjoy being with and love each other unconditionally
* Get out and have more fun, instead of hibernating at home waiting for life to get better
* try acid and GHB, maybe ketamine, mushrooms, - or just try everything at least once
* have a decent trust fund for my brother by the time he's 18. First step; set it up and start depositing.
* learn how to get along with my mother
* maybe get my eyes done with laser treatment one day to finally ditch glasses. Short term: new glasses and maybe try contacts
* not be limited by what everyone wants me to do or be
* keep my open mind and use it to experience lots of new things
* but ultimately, be happy with my life and have nothing that I'd want to change