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Haha well if you're sure! I must say I am rather jeally of your scripts for dex and clonazepam. Were you diagnoses with ADHD? What's the clonazepam for? NHS or private?
 
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Haha well if you're sure! I must say I am rather jeally of your scripts for dex and clonazepam. Were you diagnoses with ADHD? What's the clonazepam for? NHS or private?
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I know what I'm doing mate trust me ;)

Besides my fam knows I am on meds anyway. Any weird behaviour is put down to meds. Another time we met for a picnic in summer. I was in the middle of a DHC habit after a recent operation. Took benzos on top too. Dex wasn't enough to balance it out fully. Was very obviously mashed. My aunt commented "he's not sober is he?" but that's about it. They're not gonna stage some intervention for me because as I always say it's not an addiction if you got a prescription!

Both those scripts are from the NHS yes. Was first diagnosed with ADHD as a kid. Had to be reassessed as an adult because adult ADHD is defined as a separate condition in the UK. Then had to go through Concerta and Vyvanse before finally hitting the jackpot. I was on Vyvanse for years and only switched for practical reasons though. Vyvanse was too unpredictable in onset, duration, and potency as a prodrug. With straight dex I control how much is in my system which is what I want.

The clonazepam script started off as a diazepam script referred from a private psychiatrist. Got it transferred to the NHS thanks to a lovely understanding GP. One day I went to my GP complaining that the diazepam makes me too foggy headed and act drunk which is bad at work (again 100% true, the key to all this truly is that I've known my GP ages and we have a trusting doctor/patient relationship, I don't lie for scripts) and asked for clonazepam instead since it still has a long duration but is more clearheaded. I expected to be questioned on how the fuck I'd know what clonazepam feels like having never been previously prescribed it or at best get 0.5mg, but I was asked no questions and just got stuck straight on a repeat script for 2mg.

Here's a weird thing, for some reason there is no 1mg clonazepam in the UK. There is only 0.5mg and 2mg. It's also not approved for anxiety at all, only epilepsy. So it's an off-label maximum dose benzo script I am supremely lucky to have. It is the strongest benzo script you can get on the NHS (remember alprazolam is blacklisted, private docs only).

Honestly anyone can get a dex script if they can afford £200 for a private ADHD specialist assessment, after that you get it transferred to the NHS, it's not hard. They are surprisingly very lax with uppers in this country. The clonazepam script is the real impressive bit to me.

Oh I even get the actual Roche Rivotril brand from my pharmacy too!
 
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Oooh la de dah! Rivotril! Delicious things those!
I find clonazepam is probably the only benzo I can take fairly responsibly. With diazepam I'll start out meaning well and take 20-30mg, then when the dunt wears down after 5 hours ish, I can't resist a couple more, after which my memory is gone and quite often the rest of my Valium!
Ah benzos I love the temporary feeling of being chilled but those fuckers are absolutely out to get me.
 
Ironically I am the opposite to you! I can use diaz very responsibly but it's very easy for me to redose clonaz until I blackout. This is why I got a script for it though, so I have a limited controlled supply. It forces me to be a good boy and indeed I do not exceed my script. I've taken a full 2mg today so far but also another 5mg dex.

As for the Rivotril it is cool to get the brand name but I have to say the mint taste everyone goes on about is extremely mild. I almost always take it sublingually otherwise the onset takes almost an hour. It doesn't have the bitter chalkly taste of diaz or the bitter taste of alpraz, but that mintiness is also so mild it might as well be placebo.

Same with the Auden generics that are more common on the NHS. I had one pharmacy give me the equivalent of my usual script in 0.5mg, so four 0.5mg for every 2mg I'd normally get. Had over 100 of the fuckers! But those were the Auden ones, no discernible minty taste there either.

Maybe the strong mint taste everyone goes on about is only in the US clonazepam?
 
Sipping from a large drink today that contains:

280mg vyvanse
120mg ephedrine
10mg sibutramine
200mg caffeine
25mg 4f-mph
250mcg nicotine (really sensitive to it)
3g guarana extract
1200mg oxiracetam
4g choline
20mcg clenbuterol
10g l-tyrosine
15g l-glutamine
10g l-citrulline
5g glycine
10g creatine
5g DMAE
5g d-maleate
5g AAKG
10g taurine
5g beta-alanine
30g EAAs
30g raw cacao
10g O3 fish oils
10g EPO
4000iu vit d
Cinnamon
Ginger
Turmeric
Piperine
Lots of organic honey :p
 
12mgs of Buprenorphine
One Cannabis Edible.

Gonna eat another in 30 mins before i walk into work. Love taking in orally because it lasts through my whole shift. Made this last batch with 5 grams of seriously potent nugs. The synergy takes away all the pain in my back. This pretty much is my daily routine.

Gonna drop Bupe to 8mgs next week.
 
Good luck! You probably know this already but with bupe (most drugs really) big cuts can be made when you're on higher doses.
Hopefully the jump from 12-8mg won't be even noticeable.
I was on 12mg bupe for a while but it suddenly started making me feel really nauseous after about a year of taking it, so got on methadone.
Think when I decide to quit I'll switch to bupe once I taper down the methadone enough.
 
Tequila coffee with a bit of cinnamon. Ginger or a bit of clove would have been good too.

Green smoothie - little spirulina, spinach, bit of carrot and apple, almond, some high protein yogurt. Smidge of protein powder.

7.5 mg methylphenidate because I had to do some monotonous work while on vacation. I made a script to automate it in the past, but one of the other managers likes to be lazy in a way that creates more work.

Bringing up a big jug of cold-brewed coffee concentrate for camping was the best choice this year. No fiddling with grounds and the fire in the morning, and we were already bringing up a big cooler anyways. People fill their drinks with water/everything to taste.

I have a drink perhaps a couple times a year and passed on the tequila last night, but it was tempting this morning.
 
Wilson Wilson said:
Holy fuck how you not having a panic attack? ?
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I find the ephedrine and caffeine (and 4f) adds a little kick - d-amp's too smooth by itself. I woulda had more eph (I ran out) as I rarely feel much oomph from stims anyway ?
 
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I find the ephedrine and caffeine (and 4f) adds a little kick - d-amp's too smooth by itself. I woulda had more eph (I ran out) as I rarely feel much oomph from stims anyway ?
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That's some mad tolerance mate. And there's me doing benzos to take the edge off dex. Then again when it comes to opiates I can bosh them like nobody's business.
 
45mg methadone
Couple hits of bud

Bout to get a coffee and have a cig. Would like some clonazepam.
 
CFC said:
I find the ephedrine and caffeine (and 4f) adds a little kick - d-amp's too smooth by itself. I woulda had more eph (I ran out) as I rarely feel much oomph from stims anyway ?
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Tolerance always comes into play with amphetamines causing one to increase the dose, but you need to be careful. You're frying your brain and your insides with that toxic shit. It does damage.
 
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prayers,
and less is more,
yeah right before my head pops off

a hairy opioid crunching on the floor

edit: time for a buprenorphine
 
45mg methadone
24oz screwdriver
2.5mg clonazepam

Decided to take a quick run to the city today and the first person I talked to had what I was looking for. First benzo in give or take 3 weeks. Hopefully the benzo/alcohol cross tolerance factor isn't enough to fuck with the anxiolysis (sp)
 
1 Can Dr Pepper
1 Latte
1 Cigarette
200mg Sertraline
4mg Chlorpheniramine
50mg Cyclizine
60mg Dihydrocodeine
Omega 3, 6, 9
250mg Naproxen
5 x Vitamin B Complex
125ug Vitamin D
A Multi-Vitamin/Mineral
500mg L-Tyrosine
 
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45mg methadone
1.5mg clonazepam
24oz Screwdriver
Multivitamin

That was the last of the clonazepam I got a few days ago. Debating going into the city to get more. It would be wise not too though. But I have no bud and no cigs (no cigs doesn't bother me much due to low nicotine dependence). Little cloudy this morning.
 
Hit the dispensary yesterday and got 'Durban Poison' and 'Amnesia Haze'.

Only slept about 5 hours last night and couldn't go back to sleep so I hit the clinic and now I'm smoking.

45mg methadone
2.5mg clonazepam
Budzzzz
 
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