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What Was Your Morning Fix For Today v. Am I High Yet?
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Paulycodone
Bluelighter
Hmm 1g of lyrica seemed to help me sleep for 7 hours straight, it's been a very long time since that happened haha. 10:30pm to 5:30am...sweet.
It's a sober morning so far....I haven't opened my drawer of medicinal pleasures yet rofl
It's a sober morning so far....I haven't opened my drawer of medicinal pleasures yet rofl
love2party
Bluelighter
coffee, couple hits of ganja and a mutivitamin
webbykevin
Bluelighter
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more acid
Same as always for me, lol, when I'm lucky enough to have my blessed chemicals to keep
me on crystal meth maintainence for treating chronic fatigue, ADD, and that fuck all nasty ass obesity, allowing me to maintaine a respectable, weight of 160 lbs at 5'7", size 10. Because I'm blessed to have an easy job, I have held a job 5 + 1/2 years full time, even with shite pay soo worth it· It took 25 yrs 2 find the using life with a full time job I must show up for 5 nights/wk. I happen to be quite famous a BLer for my 1st doc/husband haha, Mr. Prick aka IV Crystal M. Still, my 2nd love I almost love just as much are my Rx painkillers that are sweet for both legit pain from Hydrocephelas - and of course making me feel the way I did falling in love or happy,high,+ intensely erotic and passionately sexual behind closed doors with a rare lover that the same feelings of intense desire for me, instead of the usual song and dance where ONE of us was in temporary lust/love, only w/o being returned by me to him or him to me. I had 5 pills this morning at about 7:30am, that sent me straight to happy land and shared with me intene loving, warm,embrace, deep sleep ten hrs, and somehow chemical coital bliss-the closest sex without having sex with a partner or myself-the way only my chemical lovers can. Two hrs after waking up, of course came Mr. Prick-2 small maintainence shots,only enough to get me "normal" enabling me to start my work week all over again w/o a crap attitude from the physical damn chronic fatigue + ADD to ensure I stay annoyingly non focused, or even perhaps the sadness or separation anxiety experienced, which is probably all in my head. After so long, a habit feels like a deeply missed friend that is with you more than not and simply absent w/o either of us wanting it to be so. On my "weekend" Wed an Tthur nights sometimes I enjoy a bit more than mere maintainence like I did Thur night for both the purposes of happy hr with others and to get a shitload of work done like fixing the pc, shopping for necessary needs and doing shit that I get no joy out of sober and perceived as a chore that has to be done - then the magic restored and the chores not chores, but fun. Crystal to me feels like a Mary Poppins for my adult life and always makes me wonder how the fuck she magically turns mundane into enthusiastic embellishment. I wish I had the power to switch it on when crys is impractical as hell $ wise or simply unavailable.
me on crystal meth maintainence for treating chronic fatigue, ADD, and that fuck all nasty ass obesity, allowing me to maintaine a respectable, weight of 160 lbs at 5'7", size 10. Because I'm blessed to have an easy job, I have held a job 5 + 1/2 years full time, even with shite pay soo worth it· It took 25 yrs 2 find the using life with a full time job I must show up for 5 nights/wk. I happen to be quite famous a BLer for my 1st doc/husband haha, Mr. Prick aka IV Crystal M. Still, my 2nd love I almost love just as much are my Rx painkillers that are sweet for both legit pain from Hydrocephelas - and of course making me feel the way I did falling in love or happy,high,+ intensely erotic and passionately sexual behind closed doors with a rare lover that the same feelings of intense desire for me, instead of the usual song and dance where ONE of us was in temporary lust/love, only w/o being returned by me to him or him to me. I had 5 pills this morning at about 7:30am, that sent me straight to happy land and shared with me intene loving, warm,embrace, deep sleep ten hrs, and somehow chemical coital bliss-the closest sex without having sex with a partner or myself-the way only my chemical lovers can. Two hrs after waking up, of course came Mr. Prick-2 small maintainence shots,only enough to get me "normal" enabling me to start my work week all over again w/o a crap attitude from the physical damn chronic fatigue + ADD to ensure I stay annoyingly non focused, or even perhaps the sadness or separation anxiety experienced, which is probably all in my head. After so long, a habit feels like a deeply missed friend that is with you more than not and simply absent w/o either of us wanting it to be so. On my "weekend" Wed an Tthur nights sometimes I enjoy a bit more than mere maintainence like I did Thur night for both the purposes of happy hr with others and to get a shitload of work done like fixing the pc, shopping for necessary needs and doing shit that I get no joy out of sober and perceived as a chore that has to be done - then the magic restored and the chores not chores, but fun. Crystal to me feels like a Mary Poppins for my adult life and always makes me wonder how the fuck she magically turns mundane into enthusiastic embellishment. I wish I had the power to switch it on when crys is impractical as hell $ wise or simply unavailable.
8L4YN3
Bluelighter
80mg methadone
100mg methadrone
500mg mephadrone
100mg methadrone
500mg mephadrone
ChemicalSmiles
Ex-Bluelighter
hey pink text ... stfu with that god damn... ^ ^
yuenglings multiple bongs
yuenglings multiple bongs
hazejunk
Bluelighter
Just shot about 200mg coke in one shot. WHAAAAM Welcom to the newyear
noddinluvz
Greenlighter
Well ive been up for 3 days and i thought last night was my morning but a bowl and a rail of gakk (meth) and a beer of course 
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