I wanted to post my last posts and I hope you do not delete these because they sort of tell a story and are my heartfelt goodbye. I will be in the shrine soon. <snip> She does not want me to go on suffering in a world so cruel that I can't live in it when nobody will listen to me or stop the horrors I have been begging to stop against the non-human people I am powerless to help that none of you believe in. This is my last post without another miracle and nobody believes in miracles or the grace of the gods. I am running off to heaven and I hope some of the tortured souls will go too and be with me their. I no longer consider myself a part of the human species. Most of the people I talk to and feel like I love are not human but none of you believe me. Maybe herbavore will see her dream of an increasingly vegetarian world now that so many species including our meat is learning human language and telepathy through the love and power of the gods who want it that way but I am thinking this post will be deleted for mentioning telepathy and suicide since that is not welcome here even though it is my final goodbye unless I make a post of my suffering through fulminant liver failure though I asked Felonius Monk for a permanent ban.