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What Made You Frown Today ?

DarthMom said:
my 4 yr olds attitude. he has been a real jackass lately and i am having trouble dealing with it.
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Now today is a different story. I have had maybe 3 hours of sleep in 3 days...not from drugs but from sadness. My dad closed on my dead mother's condo on Wednesday. We had a great visit. Friday I called 3 times to see if he got home ok, but they were out at the casino. He finally called back and his last words to me were "I love you sweetie" His girlfriend calls me back screaming to stay out of their lives. I told her he is my father, and I was just checking in. I said a few other things that I would rather not repeat, but she used the f-word a hundred times it seemed. She is 65 years old...dad is 76.
Anyway, I got an email this morning to never call him. I can only write to ask about the weather or health. I feel the next time I see my dad he will be in the morgue. He has forsaken his family. My brother and sister-in-law and their kids, who are only 2.5 hours from our house, wanted to see him, but he didn't go 'cause he didn't want a lecture.
She thinks all I want is money. I am ok in that area because I have a good job and work all the time. She also thinks my dad and I had incest. Met her for the first time a few years back, I showed my dad my thong because had to get one for these cool pair of low-rise jeans I bought since my granny undies showed. The thong had a pretty heart-shaped rhinestone adornment. That is why she thought we had incest. So, because of that, (what she told me after I asked her about the incest thing, but I think she is a ho) she took off her bra in a honky tonk bar and let all the people see her uggly saggy tits. I wanted to vomit.
Sorry for the long story...helped to just write you about it, forgive me. She is crazy!
Now I have 4 hours to sleep before a 12 hour shift.
 
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Found out the results of a few tests my doctor ran last week are not so good. Scheduled "emergency" surgery for August 15th, two days before my bday. Not happy.
 
I missed a very very very important phone call by one fucking minute. Now today is and will continue to be miserable...
 
i need to find a job and somewhere to live, and have less than 2 weeks to accomplish both, but i didn't do anything to achive it because i am too scared to try and fail, knowing this makes me sad.
 
why is it that even when i do everything i can to forgive his stupid fucking cheating ass, he STILL lies to me about the dumbest fucking shit?!?!?! FUUUUUUCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I went to my class reunion over the weekend. On Sunday, after the big party, I get a call from my boyfriend. We were having a normal conversation.. you know, "how was it?" etc.. and at the end of the call, I tell him "I love you".. and to my utter surprise.. he says "DO YOU?" in this snotty-assed tone.. Tears instantly welled up in my eyes - I have never (nor would I ever) cheat on him. I saw people from high school that I haven't seen since high school (~20 years).

Then, after he heard the change in my voice and knew I was crying, he started apologizing.. and tripping over his words.. All I could tell him is you should feel sorry.. and I'm not gonna tell you that I accept your apology. He shouldn't have said what he did and he made me very sad. It was like a knife plunged deep into my heart - and I told him "you should think carefully before asking a question like that."
Now, he's just been acting weird. I don't think I should have to go through all this bullshit when I go on a trip. This just made me very sad and angry... we've been going out for almost two and a half years -- besides the fact that we're engaged and I wear his ring very proudly.
His actions from the last few days are making me question the very essence of our relationship. I've been told by a close friend that maybe my boyfriend is doing something he is feeling guilty about. I don't know anymore.. and I'm very upset about it... so, making a short story long.. that is what made me frown...
 
Just found out I don't have insurance and am not sure wtf to do about my surgery for next week.
 
having to call into work because my "friend" kept me out until 8AM and i couldn't find a way to get home and couldn't sleep due to the noise level :(
 
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