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What is YOUR ultimate sexual fantasy?

I am a 38 yo woman and I work as an executive secretary. I've been doing this for 15 years, starting at the bottom and became an ES 5 years ago, and I have been having sexual fantasies about my new boss since he was hired almost a year ago. I'm married, for 12 years, with two children and I feel so shameful about this. I cannot stop thinking about him and I constantly fantasize, both awake and when sleeping, about having a torrid affair with him. I accompany him on weekend business trips once a month and I have been constantly fantasizing about seducing him while on a trip. I feel so guilty. He's very attractive, younger than me, and I've actually had dreams in which our affair led to me divorcing my husband and us marrying. He is not married but has a girlfriend though from what he's casually mentioned he does not think the relationship is going anywhere.
I've thought about coming right out and telling him that I am so attracted to him.
I've also thought about resigning my position but I don't know how I'd explain it to my husband.
I have a good marriage I think. I know my husband is faithful and I have been faithful to him, at least in the flesh, but I confess that my mind constantly leads me to thoughts of my boss.
Am I going crazy?
I cannot believe I am having these thoughts and I am afraid that if I spent too much time alone with him I will act on them. He & I have lunch together every Friday and maybe I've become better friends with him than I am with my husband. I love my husband. I don't want to hurt him. I don't know why I can't just stop thinking about him this way? The dreams are so erotic and passionate that I awake so sexually aroused that I spend time alone. I feel so guilty.
Tell me I'm not losing my mind please.
 
I get incredibly dirty when I'm high. My wife was away and I'd done loads of methadone and arranged a meeting with a guy off Craigslist. I went to his house, the door was open and the lights were off. I went into his front room, put a condom on him and sucked his cock. I'd never cheated on my wife before and had never even thought about being with a guy. I was too fucked to get hard so I left. I'd like to do it again some time but with a girl in the mix too and with me a and viagara. I bet there's plenty of us who turn into deviant's when high...
 
Methadone? Weird. That usually suppresses my sexual desire. Like I have absolutely no sex drive at all. I prefer to be alone and just not think about sex at all on opioids.
 
My ultimate fantasy is a threesome, MMF, me and two guys I trust, preferably my boyfriend and another male friend of mine I find attractive. I don't want to cheat on my bf, and I haven't. But I have fantasized about this other guy and having a threesome with him and my bf. Frustrating think is I know this friend would be totally on board with this idea, I just doubt my bf would.

So yea, that's my ultimate fantasy. Imagining being with both of them at once and what they might do to me...
 
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JessFR said:
My ultimate fantasy is a threesome, MMF, me and two guys I trust, preferably my boyfriend and another male friend of mine I find attractive. I don't want to cheat on my bf, and I haven't. But I have fantasized about this other guy and having a threesome with him and my bf. Frustrating think is I know this friend would be totally on board with this idea, I just doubt my bf would.

So yea, that's my ultimate fantasy. Imagining being with both of them at once and what they might do to me...
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do you rather the other male be a stranger or one of your boyfriends friends
 
OK I'm a small town southern gal and I have black foot Indian N me so of course my ultimate fantasy is to b ncthe middle of the booneys(deep N the woods) and I'm lost OK and all of a sudden I stumble upon a Indian and he's kinda like a Tarzan curious type That comes up to me walking on his knuckles like a ape man and walks circles around me sniffs me then starts ripping my clothes off lays me down on the marshy grass and licks me from head to toe then goes to my vagina and gives me the ultimate orgasm by caressing my clit in a way a white man could have never dreamed of doing then grabs his enormous cock and caresses my mouth with it then I caress it with my tongue and his balls then after he cums in my mouth he caresses my clit one more time for me to cum and he sucks my juices then he enters me N we have slow passionate love no fucking just slow passionate strokes that shows his passion and dedication for me..hmmmm making me wet just thanking of it...any input guys
 
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