Hi Everyone.
Been reading alot of stuff in bluelight for a while now. Never posted anything before though. All the reading I have done, has lead me to beleive there is alot of people doing drugs out there. Drugs of all sorts. Downers to Uppers to all the inbetweens. I myself do drugs, though I now don't abuse them. I know everyone has there reasons for drug consumption I was just wondering instead of people posting reports about how hard they peaked, rocked, flew etc etc. What are the reasons for your drug taking, and how you percieve addiction.
I my self started off on Heroin when I was 14. Not plugging the stuff up, just a burn here and there. It wasn't till I was introduced to Ecstasy 4 years later that I got off Heroin - Downer scene. I am now 20 and take the occasional pill every couple of months. I look forward to each time, like it was my birthday. I give about two weeks preparation into the night I decide to drop a pill, and try to be as happy as I can leading up to that date, eliminating all the worries off my head in Business and Pleasure. I guess MDMA being psychoactive it helps to be naturally happy before taking the pill, to make it that much better. I been taking pills in this manor for about 2 1/2 years now, and I can't say I have ever had a shit time. I guess it's like clock work. Every couple of months I will prepare a night I will never forget. Ecstasy has shown me that addiction can never be possible. I guess I never get the urge to have a pill or go out an rock, though when I am naturally happy in life I will take the pill to amplify that natural feeling. I don't take pills when I am unhappy or stressed as this I guess would lead my brain to thinking it can only have fun on Ecstasy. Just wondering if there are any people out there that don't pop pills every week for the sake of it but wait till everything in there life is naturally in place for them to take a pill. How do you perceive addiction?
Thanks for listening!
Been reading alot of stuff in bluelight for a while now. Never posted anything before though. All the reading I have done, has lead me to beleive there is alot of people doing drugs out there. Drugs of all sorts. Downers to Uppers to all the inbetweens. I myself do drugs, though I now don't abuse them. I know everyone has there reasons for drug consumption I was just wondering instead of people posting reports about how hard they peaked, rocked, flew etc etc. What are the reasons for your drug taking, and how you percieve addiction.
I my self started off on Heroin when I was 14. Not plugging the stuff up, just a burn here and there. It wasn't till I was introduced to Ecstasy 4 years later that I got off Heroin - Downer scene. I am now 20 and take the occasional pill every couple of months. I look forward to each time, like it was my birthday. I give about two weeks preparation into the night I decide to drop a pill, and try to be as happy as I can leading up to that date, eliminating all the worries off my head in Business and Pleasure. I guess MDMA being psychoactive it helps to be naturally happy before taking the pill, to make it that much better. I been taking pills in this manor for about 2 1/2 years now, and I can't say I have ever had a shit time. I guess it's like clock work. Every couple of months I will prepare a night I will never forget. Ecstasy has shown me that addiction can never be possible. I guess I never get the urge to have a pill or go out an rock, though when I am naturally happy in life I will take the pill to amplify that natural feeling. I don't take pills when I am unhappy or stressed as this I guess would lead my brain to thinking it can only have fun on Ecstasy. Just wondering if there are any people out there that don't pop pills every week for the sake of it but wait till everything in there life is naturally in place for them to take a pill. How do you perceive addiction?
Thanks for listening!