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what is your addiction?

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I wanna get to know my bluelight friends better and I'm curious to know what your addiction is whether it be to a drug or something else. I mean this is a drug forum!

I'm lookin for a variety of responses so if your not actually dictionary definition addicted to something, post what you crave really often or a substance that you feel like you need or could easily cause you to develop an addiction.

Thanks y'all.
 
Getting high or euphoria...mostly opiates tho drug wise. Also bluelight, girls, weed, movies, raves, concerts, and good friends to get high with.
 
music: discovering new music, digging into catalogs, playing, and most of all live shows.

food: i'm not unhealthy or overweight in the slightest, but i love to cook and i love to eat.

information: i love to learn and to research, especially fringe culture and the dark/bizarre. that other side of life ignored by most.

and heroin.
 
Alcohol but all them years of abuse and pain meds left me with end stage liver disease.
Still want to drink though, pathetic innit?
 
^ huh? gangsta?

i have an addictive personality which is pretty shit at times.

iv been addicted too

ganja
nicotine
speed
benzos

though none of them really bad but bad enough if you know what i mean.

also pretty addicted to the net
 
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benzos, opiates, music, movies, series and internets.

Used to have a weed addiction, then a speed+weed addiction, then an oxy+weed addiction. I had a ket+weed addiction for a while too. I've quit smoking weed daily about half a yr ago or so, now i smoke on occasion. Also no longer addicted to oxy, only using the weaker opioids right now.

Uppers don't appeal to me anymore.
 
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Over the years I've been addicted to several substances, including MDMA, cocaine, crack, PCP, benzos, and heroin.

When I was was a teenager (mid-late 90's) I abused the shit out of ecstasy. Like 20-30 pills a week, and they were GOOD. But as we all know, MDMA stops working if you use it too much. And so by the time I was 21 I was a full blown coke head. I also had a sizeable PCP habit that has stuck with me to this day. I eventually started cooking my coke up and smoking it, and then progressed to shooting. Thats when things got out of control. IV coke was my most damaging addiction. $100,000 and several infections and seizures later, I'm very lucky to be alive.

After I stopped doing coke, I started drinking ALOT, but when my body couldn't handle the amount of alcohol I was drinking I started taking alot of benzos. ALOT of Xanax, Valium, and Klonopin. If I told you how much you wouldn't believe me. I finally tapered off for good last summer after 2 years of failed attempts and a few seizures and hospital stays.

Through out this time I had always used opiates on and off, mostly oxy and heroin. I never really considered myself a heroin addict, but there have been short periods (2-6 months) when unlimited access led to some pretty nasty withdrawals when supply ran out. Thankfully I neverr experienced PAWS from opiates like I have from benzos.

I've pretty much grown out of all that shit. My body just can't handle it anymore and I sort of enjoy life nowadays, so I'd like to keep myself around for a few more decades. Don't get me wrong, I take drugs recreationally, but I employ harm reduction and moderation to the fullest. I still take some benzos here and there for anxiety, and I do dope maybe once a month. I drink on the weekends, and do molly and ketamine when I go to a club, rave or festival. And maybe a little PCP on special occasions. But my drug of choice nowadays is marijuana. I've even cut my 1 1/2 pack a day cigarette habit down to a few cigs on the weekend when I'm out drinking.

I also consider myself addicted to music, spirituality, learning, and spicy foods (I mean REALLY fuckin spicy).

:)
 
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drugs. no particular drug, just... drugs.

although id have to say that if i had a non-drug addiction, it'd be music hands down. playing it, listening to it, seeing it live.
 
I suffer bad anxiety so I am a legal benzo user but you could say I am dependent on them. I am still somewhat addicted to nicotine but I have been up for 6 hours and haven't craved a smoke for some reason. I think I'm going to see how long I can go. I drink too much but I don't get to the point where I slur my words, or stumble around, or black out. I can skip a day of drinking and not feel uncomfortable (might be bored as shit though). Other than that I've been doing good. I do crave being outdoors. I like to step outside every hour or so. I spend long periods of time outside grilling and drinking beer during the summer. Pretty tame addictions compared to my younger days.
 
polydrug addict

Opiates/heroin make me lose control tho

also addicted to BL n porn (even when im gettin laid regularly i likes me some pron)

also addicted to makin people laugh, i love bein goofy, crude, innappropriate; whatever gets a laugh really
 
After some rehab for speed, benzo, opiods, Just about everything i still crave for the benzo and the kick of shoting up speed. Seems like an endless prosess. Anyhow My brain is my biggest problem :-)
 
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drugs. no particular drug, just... drugs.

although id have to say that if i had a non-drug addiction, it'd be music hands down. playing it, listening to it, seeing it live.
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I'm gonna change that first part: Opiates, Amphetamines/Cocaine, Nicotine and Alcohol (not addicted to it, but I drink everyday in small to moderate amounts, and I rarely get drunk). I quit smoking pot a month ago, and when I go back to smoking it, I want to use it like I use any other drug: regularly but not habitually.
 
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