Guys, you are very resilient individuals.
To anyone reading this (especially 1st-time users):
Please do not do this just because these resilient individuals lived to tell about it. Limit yourself to 1.5mg of pure 3,4-MDMA Hydrochloride per 1 kg of body weight (0.68mg per 1 lbs) if you are male and 1.3mg per 1kg if you are female (0.59mg per 1 lbs) and read about interactons with any other drugs you are on (including prescription drugs).
Yes very right mate, and I am sorry to everybody who sees and may be affected by or certainly misled by my comments I must be more consciously mindful to make certain this doesn't happen.
Whenever I recount these past experiences, I am in no way advocating this behaviour and drug consumption I'm certainly not boasting there's no pride in it and I'm not even making any point saying "I took this and it didn't do that or...I was fine...etc"
That really genuinely isn't where I'm coming from and the impression I'm trying to put across.
I have been giving advice on MDMA in various places and I have been very careful and cautious, in line with current harm reduction advice and recommendations.
And I am very aware that doses much lower even then 0.5 g can be potentially fatal for some people in some situations.
I do believe there is a genuine phenomenon whereby why people can take huge amounts of otherwise potentially dangerous substances at certain times in their lives and handle the experience with consummate ease both physically in a biological sense and mentally and emotionally.
I did experience this personally myself and I was very fortunate I suppose to have such a strong biological aptitude to handle these substances without any significant danger or risk to myself.
But so right to spell this out. 500mg is a huge and unecessary dose for the vast majority of people and could be very dangerous certainly would be unlikely to be enjoyable in any sense, despite the fact that such a dose can be perfectly safely tolerated depending on the person and situation but is certainly never recommended.
Really sorry I have not been making this clearer.
Currently in life if I was to take take any more than 100 milligrams I expect it could well be dangerous for me due to my current condition and extreme sensitivity particularly to stimulants I recently took 100mg of caffeine powder and had such a bad reaction to it my nervous system reacted and I had a full-blown panic attack losing circulation in my hands and feet I couldn't even use my hands they clamped up and seized up making it impossible to lift a cup or put my trainers on on to dash to the A&E which is within sight of my front door.
It was a really frightening experience where I actually felt like I might die at some point but I had some particular issues on that day related to fatigue and malnourishment and high anxiety levels.
But I am especially sensitive to all substances particularly stimulants I have recently been trying kratom powder the past week for the first time and I took just one gram of powder the first time and it was actually way too much for me in a stimulant sense eventually really heavy and rough on my body at that dose which is barely threshold for most people.
My caffeine experience certainly made me rethink my potential MDMA usage for which I would need to be in a significantly stronger condition all round to even consider.
So NO WAY would I ever be able to take 500mg of MDMA now.
I truly think that would kill me no question, when it was something which did not even pose a risk to me back then when I was remarkably strong and fairly tolerant.