frostyangel
Bluelighter
Last nite in a uneventful moment in time,
A sudden forcefield stopped me showing
me that I needed time to unwind.
Our last words were not so sincere..
Your anger was not for me, but you
acted it toward me..I walked out the
door to not show the warm stream of
tears that you had left down my face.
Tonite..I was dancing like an angel
you only knew..and you hid in the
dark shadows of the night..just to
watch....just to ache...knowing
the apologies that you had weren't so
easy..as I took my seat..I felt
you there..I turned around to
find that blank stare...
There was that second where one eye's
meet. Where our breath was hard and
tight..you hold a face that was so
unbearable soft, I felt it as you
whispered the words "I'm sorry"
even though the dance floor was
loud, I still heard you...the twitch
in my bottom lip urged me to kiss your
mouth that uttered nonsense you tried
tell me about your absence, while
I followed the smoothness from your
cheek to your ear.
I couldn't find my way out of the
maze in the chocolate look in your
eyes, I watched your lips as they
take this certain form while sipping
your drink, it is as almost if I can
watch the liquid go down as you
swallow. Then you lick the sweet
after taste off of your lips, your
hand was linger on the sides of
our bodies...dangling to find my
fingers. I want to fully grasp your
hand; taking it in to mine. But I
like tease one finger to the next
making it your turn to want me
more..it makes you smile with
a wink, slighting showing those
pearly whites.....I can't even
tell if my heart is still beating.
I still anticapate the words that
tend to fumble from your mouth..
you speak words that remind me
of how you didn't sleep from
the wounds you left me with...
I wanted to tell of this certainity
I had felt in the depth of my emotions
that can absolutely compare to nothing,
where I had words shorter than breath..
And how I'd die to find out what life
would be like with you...but your
beauty is a mystery...it's as delicate
as crystal on a shelf...where you should
stay...leaving every thought flow slower
taking up too much time, but not even
for me to find the security of a life
style....you are what is beautiful in my
mind...and that is where you will stay...
[ 23 December 2002: Message edited by: frostyangel ]
A sudden forcefield stopped me showing
me that I needed time to unwind.
Our last words were not so sincere..
Your anger was not for me, but you
acted it toward me..I walked out the
door to not show the warm stream of
tears that you had left down my face.
Tonite..I was dancing like an angel
you only knew..and you hid in the
dark shadows of the night..just to
watch....just to ache...knowing
the apologies that you had weren't so
easy..as I took my seat..I felt
you there..I turned around to
find that blank stare...
There was that second where one eye's
meet. Where our breath was hard and
tight..you hold a face that was so
unbearable soft, I felt it as you
whispered the words "I'm sorry"
even though the dance floor was
loud, I still heard you...the twitch
in my bottom lip urged me to kiss your
mouth that uttered nonsense you tried
tell me about your absence, while
I followed the smoothness from your
cheek to your ear.
I couldn't find my way out of the
maze in the chocolate look in your
eyes, I watched your lips as they
take this certain form while sipping
your drink, it is as almost if I can
watch the liquid go down as you
swallow. Then you lick the sweet
after taste off of your lips, your
hand was linger on the sides of
our bodies...dangling to find my
fingers. I want to fully grasp your
hand; taking it in to mine. But I
like tease one finger to the next
making it your turn to want me
more..it makes you smile with
a wink, slighting showing those
pearly whites.....I can't even
tell if my heart is still beating.
I still anticapate the words that
tend to fumble from your mouth..
you speak words that remind me
of how you didn't sleep from
the wounds you left me with...
I wanted to tell of this certainity
I had felt in the depth of my emotions
that can absolutely compare to nothing,
where I had words shorter than breath..
And how I'd die to find out what life
would be like with you...but your
beauty is a mystery...it's as delicate
as crystal on a shelf...where you should
stay...leaving every thought flow slower
taking up too much time, but not even
for me to find the security of a life
style....you are what is beautiful in my
mind...and that is where you will stay...
[ 23 December 2002: Message edited by: frostyangel ]
