I am doing what I wanted to be doing when I was a tennager - I'm a psychiatric nurse. However, if I had known then what I knw now I would have become a pharmacist instead. But anyhow...
The harsh reality of nursing is that you don't get a lot of time to put smiles on peoples faces or make them feel cared for. Time and budget constraints mean you have to prioritise and do all the "important" or prescribed tasks first. Plus, as you are dealing with sick people, you end up dealing with all the unexpected emergencies (from minor to seriously heinous) as they come up. So often, the caring part, where you talk with people and try to reassure them, goes out the window.
Having said that, it is not as bad as it was (in Victoria anyhow) a few years back due to gaining various entitlements. I don't know what your state is like. The thing about nuring is you have to be pretty tough -
* tough enough to deal with peoples pain every day;
* tough enough to say "I'm sorry i can't talk with you now" because someones IV bag needs changing;
* tough enough to fight management every fucking time they try * to cut essential staff and services;
* tough enough to advocate for the patients when the rest of the team wants to send some poor sick dude home alone just because they need the bed;
* tough enough to say "I have to take a tea break now or I will fall over"
And somehow whilst being tough enough to deal with all that crap, you still have to provide care and be sensitive
and try to keep smiling. Don't get me wrong - nursing is a good job, the pay is good (only becasue of penalties), and I have great respect for my colleagues and think I do a
stellar job , but be aware it is often
really, really hard. And as a psych nurse, we get very few thanks, and quite a lot of crap instead.
doofqueen: if you think you have the guts, be sure to come join the ranks girl!