Thx for the good vibesNico, you are an amazing man. The heart you show, always, always truth, always care and respect without exception.
If your life was easy and swell, it would be less testament.
I got decent enough grades to have a fair choice of Universities, was just meeting the bare line really I detested school work, exams, projects etc.
I was the highest person by miles in my school, last 2 years solidly.
96-98, nobody in that place was anything like me drug use wise. All clean then, cannabis, LSD, Exstacy and mushrooms. I never did homework or revision though. It felt....wrong? (No Crater Earth class back then lol)
I was as focussed on conducting myself on another planet without ever getting in trouble, as actual "studies".
I never got suspected by a teacher. And I scraped 2 B's and a D for UK "A-Levels",
We had "GSCE's" age 16.
Can leave "education" (i call it edujoketion) forever then, or college, A-Levels for "further qualifications" in order to apply to any University, or just find a trade in life.
I never aspired to be a fireman, astronaut (hahaha), etc like the other career minded boys.
My personal aspiration was only to be the best person I could, be open, develop myself, make joy in the world.
My A-Levels gave me 20 points. Which is an okay busfare. I chose a joint degree in philosophy and psychology, as I could've see it (get this) leading to a career.
No obvious path, obligation. Very different to training to be a mechanic. I chose seaside Swansea over London though.
Anyway, thanks so much brother I really needed that show of heart today!
I was nervous to see your reply, hating the thought I had upset YOU, in my misunderstanding and crank.
My own chips are down, I'm not managing severe PTSD atm and physical pain enduring far longer than I anticipated and prepared for.
Thanks for explaining the WTF thing, internet confusions! Because I reckon most people actually use that in an objectionary manner you see, like questioning the sense.
I'm really not myself since past few moments months, trauma and pain does this.
My day, and next would be feeling so much worse but for the heart and compassion you showed there.
Man I hope the traumatologist can help you, restore focus, hope, give you time to heal.




once again thx mate and hope everyone has a nice day.



I'm vibrating in the right frequency with the universe


Anyway take care buddy.
Cheers,
nikkoooo
