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Bluelighter
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An update; I smoked right up until we went, consumed some edibles for the journey and that was it.
It wasn't even a problem never mind a big one.
There was a shitload of distractions not to mention lots of alcohol, but before I went I bought a CBD vaporiser at the max strength, that helped. Sitting in a room of people having something to puff on, it just helps physically or the chemicals helped too. I thought I wouldn't feel shit from it, I didn't much, but it was calming, definitely calming and if I see it half price again I'll get another one (it was fucking expensive!)
I ought to add that while I didn't have weed there except some edibles, opiates weren't so scarce, so I just did whatever felt right at the time and now I'm looking up the sides of this damn hole I'm back in. But we had such a good time, I'm old, we don't get to do shit that often! I'll work it out, it was worth it
It's not like I was ever staying on buprenorphine longer than I absolutely had to... I'm trying not to make this sound right or wrong because it's fucking tragic, I just couldn't figure another way, that doesn't make it an easy choice and I know the choice is now, not back a week or two ago. I'm too afraid to turn back again now, big woose, that's me.
It wasn't even a problem never mind a big one.
There was a shitload of distractions not to mention lots of alcohol, but before I went I bought a CBD vaporiser at the max strength, that helped. Sitting in a room of people having something to puff on, it just helps physically or the chemicals helped too. I thought I wouldn't feel shit from it, I didn't much, but it was calming, definitely calming and if I see it half price again I'll get another one (it was fucking expensive!)
I ought to add that while I didn't have weed there except some edibles, opiates weren't so scarce, so I just did whatever felt right at the time and now I'm looking up the sides of this damn hole I'm back in. But we had such a good time, I'm old, we don't get to do shit that often! I'll work it out, it was worth it

