What For? jumbles of phrases

[moto_stevo]

Why do I get up in the morning?
I can't seem to get it together enough to do anything.
Is anything worth doing?

inside i'm dieing
outside they call it back pain

inside im crying
spending my time not showing
is anything worth doing?

where did my motivation go?
what happened to my dreams?
is this what they call being a grown up?

why won't someone end my existance

I build beautiful things, with my hands
i know my mind is capable
where'd it all go?

Everything costs money......
why
why do i know how to build beautiful things
why can't I figure out how to get money from what i'm good at?

I've tried....i'm hurt........i want to quit
but nobody will let me, and no one knows how to help

i'm treading on a tight rope
why don't i have a safety net? (isn't that what family is for?)
i've stumbled and i'm falling
i'm falling in a deep hole
Why wasn't I given a shovel

The back pain diminishes
The bills don't
money doesn't grow on trees, and I haven't been able to earn any
money
to give away
to eat
to sleep in a home
to drive a car........ so i can earn more money

Really.......what's the point

There have been moments, but do they out weigh the time
time in between moments.....i don't want to
Why can't I just sleep through time, until those moments
Even those moments cost money

I challange you to recall a free moment
share it
Remind me; What for

 

[FixXxer]

money is the devil.
government runs the devil.
we are fucked up the ass by it, daily.

what can we do?
if i knew, i woulda done it by now.

Ps: good work, very successful peice..
your mind, has proven its very capable after somethign liek this

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

where did my motivation go?
what happened to my dreams?
is this what they call being a grown up?

I hate this plastic world that has been pushed on us too, caught in the cycle of doing what we dream and selling our souls for the next paycheck. Keep looking for that free moment, you will find it!

 

[moto_stevo]

Thank you for your responses. I wasn''t sure if people would "get it". i just wrote this off the cuff.... I needed to get it out of my head somehow. This has been a nagging problem, and I was/am sure others have experienced it.

Thank you