theonly764hero
Greenlighter
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How long have you been smoking pot?
Pot used to make me incredibly horny and have super great orgasms as well, but that all changed when I was about 15, and pot no longer made me horny and orgasms were nothing special. Plus the overall high I got from pot changed dramatically as well after about 15. Up until then, I didnt smoke it all that often either.
Its hard to believe that pot makes some people more social and better at flirting, and decreases their inhibitions! That almost sounds like an alcohol type buzz! For me, right after I smoked pot, I wanted to keep more to myself, I became more self conscious around other people, paranoid some times, lazy,
and basically anti-social! I would tend to over analyze things people said, and I just felt kinda depressed when stoned at a social gathering, so I usually just drank and didnt get high at parties.....
Marijuana seems to effect one person in a completely different way than another person!
I feel about the same as you do about getting stoned nowadays. I used to be more prone to going with the flow while high, more outgoing and generally not giving an eff. It really depends on how much you smoke though and how often. The drawbacks eventually catch up with you, give it a couple years of "business as usual" chiefing away.
Generally speaking, the more psycho-actives, particularly dissociates, MDMA, LSD etc., that someone has done in their life, the more intense the toke will be. The mind works in mysterious ways and will rekindle those residual extra sensory symptoms in the deeper regions of the inner consciousness. Every transcendental visit leaves a pathological marker, which can be a blessing and a curse.
Most of the time weed makes me antisocial, awkward and gives me the feelings of being inadequate in most areas of my life, something that when sober I know is not true, I know who I am and what I am capable of. Thing is I love smoking weed, I just can't stand being high about 60% of the time. I prefer to smoke at night with just my girlfriend and some close friends I can be comfortable being retarded around. I believe the plant it does impact my soul in a positive way whilst scattering my thoughts into oblivion, almost akin to an ego loss without fully arriving at the peak state of spiritual integration. My girlfriend still smokes often, most all my friends still smoke quite often while I smoke occasionally and I don't need much. However we are all coming to the point where we've been partaking in the same rituals for so long, and it's just not treated like it once was. Like a lover sadly losing their charm and appeal in a relationship. Like an old friend who you longer have as much in common with anymore. I'm evolving and trying to move on and get my life back in order and pot just isn't something I can access as a tool anymore to free my mind in any way. I use to sell mushrooms and acid up the wazoo, and people ask me if I still trip. I tell them I no longer need psychedelic drugs to trip.