When i was younger, i always used to sound angry because that is really how i speak. LOL. always shouting, always boisterous..but hey its me. And it pissed me off that i would get misunderstood , and after a LONG time, ive learned to switch my voice OFF during ocassions when needed. Its worked perfectly thus far...altho i still remember the feelings it incurred when i was younger. Not good.
Also, i talk REALLY fast, i speak fast, ive always spoken THIS WAY since i was in fuckin KINDERGARTEN. i fucking HATE people who , having just met them, telll me to slow down in this condescending way, as if , Hey,youre probably cracked out, slow down. 8( FUCK YOU ive been speaking this way since i was five, this is how i speak normally. Its not my fault my brain is faster than my mouth and somehow it has to catch up now does it? Thats the most unfair misconception when i got older, that people thought i was on drugs because i talked fast .(people i had just met, mind you, not people who have known me for a long time ) . FUck when im on drugs, i talk slow. lol.
When im normal, i talk fast. normally. All my friends, my family, knows this. Thank God it doesnt occur so much anymore (the condescending) because like i said, ive learned to *slow down* for *slow* people lol . With the way I speak, and also the tangents that i go off on. Makes me appreciate my friends and my boyfriend who DO understand me. Totally. Sometimes i just also realize its not them, its me. Theyre not as smart or as quick-on-tha-pick-up as I am so i shouldnt feel bad about it.
^^and also I'd like to point out, that I have never looked down on anybody who couldnt pick up fast, nor did I EVER project an attitude , in any setting, with whoever group of people, where I was better than any of them. Ever. (lol, people who know me here obviously know I am quite adaptable and get along with all kinds of people without sacrificing me being myself. ) Like SonOf, a lot of people actually get surprised that I am , in fact, quite inteligent. lmao! I just hate the condescending attitude of some people who have no right to be that way towards me at all just because they dont understand me at first.