What do I do?

[Crystalline]

Help me bl... I feel... Not depressed, just empty- it's the worst feeling I've get had, and it can't go on any longer.

 

[xxsicknessxx]

Well do you use? are you a addict? Whats going on in your life? give us some more info so we can give you some advise maybe?
Do you have a friend to talk to, or anyone? Maybe seek mental help maybe there in a imbalance in your brain or maybe something is missing in your life or maybe its drug related. something is wrong.

 

[effie]

Crystalline, it definitely would help us if you gave us a bit more to go on..

How long have you been feeling like this? Are there any triggers? Does it come and go? Tell us more about it and yourself..

Also, I know you said you weren't depressed, but I would take a look at the depression megathread here, and also the TDS directory for lots of useful info and links. You say you can't go on any longer.. if you are having suicidal thoughts, please get some help immediately (phone a friend, family member, suicide hotline or ambulance.. or go to the ER) and take a look at out suicide support thread here

 

[YellowPolkaDotHalo]

I know what emptyness means for me chrystalline and yeah it can be really uncomfortable.

When it came for me I used to call it a void.. It is a lot like depression. theres no feeling in the void for me.. is it like that for you?

Ive tried to neutralise the words I use to describe it Chrys... I imagine it now as a cave.. somewhere I winter and rest. Or a celestial blackhole.

If its really distressing for you ssris might help.. Tho when Ive tried them they take a long time
to kick in. and ive still needed to weather those winters.

Proverbs is a great book to navigate yourself through the seasons of emotions and mind..

ECCLESIASTES 3.1-8

1 To everything there is a season,
A time for every purpose under heaven:

2 A time to be born, And a time to die;
A time to plant, And a time to pluck up what is planted;

3 A time to kill, And a time to heal;
A time to break down, And a time to build up;

4 A time to weep, And a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, And a time to dance;

5 A time to cast away stones, And a time to gather stones;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;

6 A time to gain, And a time to lose;
A time to keep, And a time to throw away;

7 A time to tear, And a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, And a time to speak;

8 A time to love, And a time to hate;
A time of war, And a time of peace.

You will pass though it chrys Try to rest in it.. I know thats hard and your have
things you feel you need to be doing.. The thing is the more you struggle the more
distressing it could be for you.. Find ways to chill into it.

xx Peace n love xx

 

[xxsicknessxx]

I know the feeling and it sucks. I assume your a addict all I can say is time heals all wounds however if you need it seek mental help. Maybe your brain isn't working how it should and they can prescribe something to help you. Whatever you do don't try to fix your problem with abusing drugs it only will leave you in a worst place.