what catches my mind's eye

[satori18]

sitting on the back wall...i can see over the train tracks, to the porch of the apartment above the barber shop.
i chose at this moment to burn my short lived, well deserved break away.making the decision tha ti know is wrong...doesn't linger on my brain.
the pictures of hallucinatory ramains float to the surface.
surreality. more often than not.
is this how i survive?
possibly, but i am sure that this road will lead me, show me the way, that i am supposed to thrive.
changes rappidly, more all-inclusive than i once thought possible...
where is the me that i resent, but know well?
"i want my old friends, i want my old face, i want my old life, fuck this time and place"-ani difranco

 

[Noodle]

Yeah, angst and self imposed feelings of guilt still plague my waking existance some of the time still. Don't worry about your old face and stuff. You face hasn't truly changed has it? You should still be you deep on the inside, your core self, the one that stares back through the reflection of your eyes in a looking glass. That is all you really need to get by, make new friends and upgrade your brain-case and heart-drive. Friends and good times are sure to follow if you live with a piece of me mantra in mind:

* Thank You for sharing... *

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[This message has been edited by Noodle (edited 11 August 2000).]

 

[satori18]

thanks for the feedback...even though new experiences seem foreign, old feelings resurface

 

[Angelight]

satori- beautiful

i luvvvvv youuuuu!
much love
angela

 

[CARESS]

How I've missed you!!! I almost couldn't open this and read it fast enough. Nice piece, thank you, sweetie. Know that I think of you today.

Caress

 

[satori18]

thanks guys...changes changes, eh?
i am becoming neurotic jewish-grandmother style. i gotta just get it all outa mah brain you know?
i love u guys