eon_blue said:
I quit using 6 months ago and I've found this thread to be a good read when I'm craving opiates or entertaining the thought of using "just once more" again.
Fuck that shit, I don't miss what's being described here at all.
I was thinking the same thing. i hope this thread gets stickyd for that fact that ANYTIME ANYONE CONSIDERS hoping back on the train. you read this and remind yourself not too
although, were not stupid, and we still continue to relapse 8)
im in day three of my second WD/relapse. the first was ez. this...... this is hard
6 months of 3 - 2 mg a day bupe (suboxone)
this shit is so so so so hard.
SUBOXONE WD IS FUCKING TERRIBLE. it seems more drawn out then regular opi wd's. NOT AS HARSH. i can contest. but more drawn out.
by day 3 of reg WD's im peaking and turning the corner. right now i feel as if i havent even peaked!
the shits just started today. i need to go buy some Imodium. but the RLS, squirms and that foggy head feeling are whats killing me the most.
someone asked earlier if anyone has been WDing at work? I HAVE!!!!!!!!
and i work with my father and brother and they have NO idea of my use. to try hiding that shit. FUUUUUUCKKK
shits so hard.
i dont care who you are. what color. what life form. i truly feel, if you can go through a hard opiate withdrawal. that you have bonded with the other 173878398729874829749283 people that have done so as well. its such a hard thing to do....
be strong gentlemen. for there are better days ahead.