whats is funny is that I dont get cravings, I hate opiates that is why i took myself off them back then, and now i am taking myself off subs. Day 7 is better today, in 1.5 hours i will be 7 days without, and without any cravings. Mental is simple for me, i keep myself occupied, and keep my goals of being the best at everything in the front of my head. Sadly at one point i wanted to be the best at doing opiates, thank god something changed and now I just want to make the best life possible.
However one last thing, b/c i think reading these threads makes me feel sick sadly my subconscious is still out of line with my conscious, only time in my life I will ever accept opiates again is when I get surgery or break something or am in an accident and really need it, or when i am dieing in a hospice center, there is no doubt it is peaceful but to live life to its fullest it is best not to use even if you think it gives you energy, motivation, and euphoria, because it does do these things, but it can't last forever, and you can get those things naturally and not waste money, time, and life.