What can i do?

jungo87

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I'm 24 living at bymyself, no friends or family. I'm smoking loads of weed which i've ran out of and cant get any tonight so its the drink. I feel i have no purpose in life and i'm getting to the stage i cant go on with the way things are, i hate my body image, i dont eat properly. I dont see things getting any better, and as for the drugs they just helpme get through. I want a normal life gf,kids etc but i've no-one in this world except my drugs. My family dont even want me round theres. I'm Getiing to the stage i cant cope with reality anymore, what should i do? I've nothing in this world except drink and drugs.
 
Go to an AA/NA meeting boss. If there is one thing working this program has taught me it is to be happy with me, I can't say it saved my life (I'm only 20), but it has definitely made me more comfortable with myself. Funny thing is you never know who you might run into. I have recently been seeing my fucking boss, yeah the guy who just fired me. Pretty awkward but nice to know everyones got problems....not just me
 
i've nothing to live for, i've got nobody, when the money runs out for drink and drugs i dont know what i'll do
 
Seriously dude/babe, I have felt the same way u did. Meetings helped alot, it allowed me an opportunity to see that there are alot of people like us, you may not adhere to the principles, but its nice to know your not the only person that feels like this. And they give you healthy ways to deal with said feelings
 
im a addict but lately the drink hasnt been doing it or the weed, im thinking about smack just to feel good for a couple of hours
 
when you feel like you can only live through the drugs and the drink is the time to stop and quit them. seriously.
i feel for you being in the dark place where you are, but like others have said, this is a slippery slope and drugs rent the answer to a happy life. they are tools for self discovery and improvement or delicious treats, but not a way of life.

there are others around you that can help you. but you need to start trusting them.
 
I've been in similar situations, it's not a good place to be. Have you ever tried meditation? For me, meditation helped a lot, and continues to help me stay away from opiates. It does take some time to develop your own techniques, but it's totally rewarding. Also, you could get a pet. They are great for stress relief (puppies can be a handful obviously). They love you, and are always happy to see you walk in the door. And as somebody said in an above post, see a doctor. It's always better to talk out your problems and emotions, than to hide them.
 
I've dabbled with opiates and never really got much out of them, things lie DHC, Codeine and Tramadol.
 
I'm feeling a bit better today, Its good to know i'm not just going or been through this myself and from what people have said there is light at the end of the tunnel. I'll get myself a gf and settle down, anywhere that doesn't remind me of where or what i've become
 
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