I'm 24 living at bymyself, no friends or family. I'm smoking loads of weed which i've ran out of and cant get any tonight so its the drink. I feel i have no purpose in life and i'm getting to the stage i cant go on with the way things are, i hate my body image, i dont eat properly. I dont see things getting any better, and as for the drugs they just helpme get through. I want a normal life gf,kids etc but i've no-one in this world except my drugs. My family dont even want me round theres. I'm Getiing to the stage i cant cope with reality anymore, what should i do? I've nothing in this world except drink and drugs.